Friday, October 30, 2009

Rhapsody : Perawan Suci

Kamu,
Menghantui siang dan malam aku
Memberi cahaya dan mencipta gelap
Pelangi berwarna-warni
Bah datang hanyuti diri, dalam sendu

Gelap
Bila cahaya kamu pergi bersama pelangi
Tinggal kemarau yang terkesan duka
Tercalar benci,
Hati masih merah, menyayangi..

Merah,
Cemari suci putihnya hati, Hitam datang mencurahkan bakti
Kotor, benci, dendam, jijik, kecewa, retak,
Kanvas lukisan kehidupan Si Perawan
Masih adakah putih di dalam hati?
Yang selama ini mendominasi?
Hanyut dalam sepi..mencari suci..
Di mana Kamu?

Suci,
Hatinya keruh ditemani sendu,
Di tikar sembahyang kanvas diserahkan
Hitam, kotor, memohon moga masih ada si putih mengintai
Telekung dan senaskah kitab suci, menemani,
Harapan dalam mencari ke-redhaan
Menyerah diri kepada Yang Esa
Agar diberi ke-ampunan
Kedamaian Si Perawan damba..

Masih ada suci di dalam hati?
Aku doa kan ia kembali
Tenanglah wahai Si Perawan suci
Ia pasti kembali..

Choice of Rhythm : Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold

This is one of the song from A7X latest album, Avenged Sevenfold (2007). This song is Avenged Sevenfold attempt in mixing rock with country music and i think it's a good try.In fact, it's brilliant.It's a bit different from their older stuff which is harder than this. I guess as people gets older, they'll get softer..err..they evolve.hehe..Wanne cam dah suke plak ngn band neh (i should get some royalty for promoting them..haha!).  So here's to those who loved and lost it, out of their own mistakes or selfish reason and feeling nothing but regret and self-blame.. (it ain't the best feeling in the world isn't it?). Happy lamenting and Enjoy! *wink*

Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold


A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah


Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away


We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her

And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again


There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah


Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away

We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again


Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...


A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find


Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away


We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Songwriters: Baker, Zachary James; Haner, Jr., Brian Elwin; Sanders, Matthew Charles; Sullivan, James Owen

Holy Friday : Hari Ini

Hari ini sebelum kita mengatakan kata-kata yang tidak baik,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang tidak dapat berkata-kata sama sekali.


Sebelum kita mengeluh tentang rasa dari makanan,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang tidak punya apapun untuk dimakan.


Sebelum anda mengeluh tidak punya apa-apa,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang meminta-minta dijalanan.


Sebelum kita mengeluh bahawa kita buruk,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang berada pada keadaan yang terburuk di dalam hidupnya.


Sebelum mengeluh tentang suami atau isteri anda,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang memohon kepada Tuhan untuk diberikan teman hidup.


Hari ini sebelum kita mengeluh tentang hidup,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang meninggal terlalu cepat.


Sebelum kita mengeluh tentang anak-anak kita,
Fikirkan tentang seseorang yang sangat ingin mempunyai anak tetapi dirinya mandul.


Sebelum kita mengeluh tentang rumah yang kotor kerana pembantu tidak mengerjakan tugasnya,
Fikirkan tentang orang-orang yang tinggal dijalanan.


Dan di saat kita letih dan mengeluh tentang pekerjaan,
Fikirkan tentang pengangguran, orang-orang cacat yang berharap mereka mempunyai pekerjaan seperti kita.


Sebelum kita menunjukkan jari dan menyalahkan orang lain,
Ingatlah bahawa tidak ada seorangpun yang tidak berdosa.


Dan ketika kita sedang bersedih dan hidup dalam kesusahan,
Tersenyum dan berterima kasihlah kepada Tuhan bahawa kita masih hidup!

"Semoga di hari Jumaat yang mulia ini, kita akan sama-sama beroleh keberkatan dari Nya. Insya-Allah"
*wink*

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Choice of Rhythm : Meet me halfway - Black Eyed Peas

Today cam x banyak kije sangat, tunggu orang reply email je (reply cepat la beb..bagi pending kije gua arr cenggini..haih~), so cam sempat la kan sambil-sambil buat research pasal company services, sambil dengar lagu, sambil tgk youtube, sambil YM, sambil ber-facebook-ing, sambil baca blog dan up-date blog. Hehehe..saye serba-boleh.Multi-tasker ar kunun..hee~ (pastu end-up pening sebab buat semua kije sekaligus..).Bila bos lalu baru la menggelabah cam ape je..ahaks.So song for today is by kumpulan kacang mata hitam (hahaha..bila translate sound so..err..ridiculous!) bertajuk - jumpa saya separuh jalan.. (kahkahkah..). Sowie la..hari ne cam happy terlebih (hanya echa dan wanne je yang taw ne sebab ape..) so jadi sewel sikit. Hmm..tu nak cakap yang saye hari-hari pon sewel jugak la tuh kan? Boleh la korang geng sama itu Apis Si Itik.. (suke cakap aku sewel..padahal..jangkit ngan dia arr!). Okai..okai..enough chatter..check out the vid and enjoy! Let's dance guys.Cheers! *wink*

Meet Me Halfway - Black Eyed Peas



I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish



Cool,
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day yes, I'm really missin' missin' you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl, what's up, it use to used to be just me and you

I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day, yes I'm really missin missin you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl what's up, what's up, what's up, what's up


Meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay

I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish


Girl, I travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
Across the universe I go to other galaxies
Just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
I navigate myself myself to take me where you be
Cause girl I want, I, I, I want you right now
I travel uptown (town) I travel downtown
I wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
I love you alway... way


Can you meet me half way (I'll meet you halfway)
Right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay


I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish


I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish


Let's walk the bridge, to the other side
Just you and I (just you and I)
I will fly, I'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
I will try, until I die, for you and I, for you and I, for for you and I,
For for you and I, for for you and I, for you and I


Can you meet me half way (yup yup)

Meet me half way, right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay

I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

P/s: Thiz song..is not meant for anybody. I put it here..because i like it and i know my friends will enjoy it. TQ.. *wink*

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Edwin Van Der Sar - My Hero!


Edwin Van Der Sar

There have been plenty of pretenders to Peter Schmeichel’s throne since his abdication in 1999. But few have graced the number 1 jersey with such quality and consistency as Edwin van der Sar. The two differ in style. Schmeichel was famed for bellowing at his back four as well as his brilliant saves. Edwin, however, uses his experience and calm assurance to great effect. Edwin has all the wisdom and know-how between the sticks that you would expect of a goalkeeper that is his nation’s most-capped player and a former UEFA Cup (1992) and Champions League (1995) winner with his first club Ajax in the early nineties.

He also won four league titles and three domestic cups with the Amsterdam outfit, before spending two seasons in Serie A with Juventus. Gianlugi Buffon’s arrival at the Stadio delle Alpi resulted in van der Sar's £5million switch to Fulham in 2001 at the outset of the Londoners’ Premier League adventure, but after four seasons at Craven Cottage United came knocking. Van der Sar was 34 when he arrived at Old Trafford in 2005 but old father time has dulled neither his ambition nor his influence. Age is not a problem, far from it. He kept an incredible 24 clean sheets in allcompetitions in 2007/08 as the Reds retained the Premier League title and won the Champions League for the first time since Schmeichel departed after the '99 final. His penalty save from Nicolas Anelka in the 2008 final in Moscow is forever etched in United history.


Even better form was to come in 2008/09 when Edwin played 1,311 minutes in the league without conceding a goal - between Nasri's strike for Arsenal on 8 November 2008 and Peter Lovenkrands' opener for Newcastle on 4 March 2009. This remarkable feat set a new standard for English, British and European football - with some reports labelling it a world record for a single season. Edwin's United deal was extended in December 2008 to keep him at Old Trafford for one last season, 2009/10. In that same month, he helped the Reds to win the FIFA Club World Cup in Japan.

While Ben Foster and Tomasz Kuszczak waited in the wings for their chance, Edwin's experience kept him in pole position for League and Champions League fixtures. In April 2009, he was effectively named best goalkeeper in the Barclays Premier League when his fellow professionals voted him into the PFA Team of the Year - source from http://www.manutd.com/.



He saves! *drool*

Why him? why not Rooney or Evra or Vidic? My taste in guys sux..haha. No, Van Der Sar is like..the saviour of the day.If Foster is in front of the goal, adoi..it would make malaikat Atid geleng kepala tulis dosa saye sebab mencarut..berdebar okai watching Foster.. (so i curse..gotta problem with that? at least i don't pretend like certain people.Boo!)..and i think he is good-looking (in Dutch kind of way..hee~) though not very muscular or tanned (like the type of guy i like..) but still..he is cool. Manchester United could have all the best striker in the world but if the goalie sux, then the team will still sux..


Yeah, c'mon Van Der Sar, save more next time.By the way..he looks good in baby blue..ngee~ *wink*

Monday, October 26, 2009

Before and After : The Transformation

Saturday project @ Ibu's (Puncak Templer, B.B. Selayang)
Co-partner in crime : Kazen Syara
Company : Kedai gunting rambut Gembira, dekat2 ngan shop lot kat Stadium tuh..
Farmasi (nama ape tah..) near Old Town White Coffee, dekat tempat tusyen bro Ayinn (Perfection)



Before - After


Tadaaaa..!

Adus..Poyo plak rasa entry yang neh..hahaha..
Anys Jepun..i dah upload this bloody embarassing pics kt sini.bwuek!



Wif my sayang, Si Jepun..eh salah..Anys.Hee~ (fresh from bed..)

Choice of Rhythm : Seize the day - Avenged Sevenfold

Saye sedang buat kerja..menyiapkan task yang senior kasik when suddenly this song came up in my Mp3 playlist. This is a song by rock band Avenged Sevenfold - Seize the day. Feels like sharing it with korang.First time i listened to it was from kazen Yazar's W900i Sony Ericsson phone. I was totally hooked by the 'gorengan' of the guitar, especially before the final verse.For the moment, this song fulfill my frustration.hehe..

So..happy listening okai? Cheers!
Seize the day - Avenged Sevenfold

 
Songwriters: Baker, Zachary James; Haner, Brian Elwin; Sanders, Matthew Charles; Sullivan, James Owen


Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over


I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past


I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around


I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you


I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)


Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over


Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?


Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?


I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)


Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over


Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real


So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
So I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me


Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over


Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real


Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day
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For more info on Avenged Sevenfold, browse their cool site : http://www.avengedsevenfold.com/
i warned you..it's a bit dark and gothic.. *wink*

Sunday, October 25, 2009

12.45am Blues

At Ibu's.

Today is Wina's birthday..
Happy Birthday kiddo!! sok pagi kite men Wii sampai lebam okai? hehe..

Yesterday Punchu+Maksu left for Makkah, fulfilling Rukun Islam ke-5, menunaikan haji.
safe tip my dearest Uncle, may God bless you *sob sob*

I cut my hair short. The last time its short was back when i was in First year degree, 2nd sem.I broke up with my then-bf..
Huh..trasformation out of rebelliousness.Tapi err..cane nak men squash nanti tah..xbese rambut pendek..

I dyed my hair burgundy.My hair was jet black (and i'm very proud of it)
Nasib xde kaler merah or hijau..or biru..i once dyed it RED.

I'm having my navel pierce
Acah mak enon..hehe..nak kene bunuh ngan mama?

My grandparents are here.Mama, Anys and Boy too.So do Cik Lan and Yazar.Heaven..is when families are together and family drama arises occasionally..hee~
Hoorayy..mish 'em damn a lot

I'm through with LIES
Hmmm....

I am searching..for my self..which was lost when i met you.

......

I am sleepy.Damn.Dead bodies everywhere.. (bak kata Cik Lan when he is referring to my kazens yang tidoq merata-rata)..Where am i s'pose to bunk in now? Sheeesshhhhhh~ tido bersepah ar dorang neh!!
Nasib baik umah ibu..bloody huuuuugggeeeee~ tidoq ngan Anys ar..Zzzz~

*it was already 1.11am*

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Aku Ultraman Azx!

Dizzy
Selesema
A hint of batuk
Ke-Penat-an

Hari tu baru je baik demam.Jangkit ngan sape pulak neh?

Hati saye sedih..Ape dosa saye sampi berlaku perkara macam ne pada saye?

Tiba-tiba saya teringat sesuatu yang pernah saya baca,just to share with korang semua, Firman Allah SWT:

 {30}وَمَآأَصَابَكُم مِّن مُّصِيبَةٍ فَبِمَا كَسَبَتْ أَيْدِيكُمْ وَيَعْفُوا عَن كَثِيرٍ
Dan apa saja musibah yang menimpa kamu maka adalah disebabkan oleh perbuatan tanganmu sendiri, dan Allah memaafkan sebagian besar (dari kesalahan-kesalahanmu). (QS.Asy-Syuuraa:30)


Apabila musibah itu adalah karena ulah tangan-tangan kita, maka ini menunjukan bahwasanya musibah itu penghapus dan penebus dosa yang kita lakukan di masa lalu. Demikian juga Nabi shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam telah bersabda :

Tidaklah seorang mukmin tertimpa kelelahan, sakit, kesuliltan, kesedihan, kegundahan, dan gangguan, bahkan duri yang menusuknya sekalipun, kecuali Allah akan menghapuskan dosanya karena musibah itu.(HR.Bukhari dll)

Saye bukan alim ulamak (i think most people knows that), aurat saye pun saye x berapa jaga..saye manusia biase yang banyak dosa (Tuhan je yg tahu betapa berdosanya saye) tapi saya percaya segala yang berlaku ada hikmahnya dan setiap perbuatan manusia akan mendapat balasan. Bila saye baca potongan ayat Al-Quran ne, saye rase insaf.Life saye sekarang agak 'mencabar+huru hara' dan kadang-kadang (yeke kadang-kadang? macam tiap-tiap kali je) selepas solat, ketika menadah tangan ke langit, mengalir juge air mata ne mengenangkan segala yang berlaku dalam life saye.Kenapa out of all people, semua ne berlaku pada saye? Walaupun saye bukanlah anak yg terbaik, tapi saye x pernah menyusahkan parents saye.Saye pon x kaco idop orang lain.Saye x pernah minta Tuhan tuliskan jalan hidup saye mcam ne.Tapi..selepas seketika, keinsafan timbul dan hati saye berkata 'Tuhan sayangkan saye. Sebab itu Dia uji saye macam ne..Dia nak saye jadi lebih baik dari diri saye sekarang' (Ili selalu cakap macam ne when she tried to calm me down everytime i called her up and cry like an idiot). Saye redha..jika ini ketentuan Ilahi. Segala yang berlaku,menjadikan saye lebih kuat (saye percaye..x semua dari korang akan mampu go through semua yang saye lalui and come out from the problems, un-broken, un-scathed and stronger than the bloody titanium! hehe..). Atas sebab ini juge, saya mampu senyum kembali dan menerima segala yang berlaku dengan redha..tanpa rasa benci pada sesiapa atau apa-apa.

Semoga kebahagiaan akan menjadi milik saye satu hari nanti. Insya-Allah.. =)

P/s : Thanx Ili for always being there.For being a good listener.For being my shoulder to cry on.For caring.For your concern and for never failed to ask how i'm doing when nobody else give a damn about me.And most of all, for strengthening my Faith to God at my most weakest moment..when all i can blame is myself , my fate and God.God bless you beb! Owh..and Congratulations on your engagement..hiks!

Saye lah Ultraman.Terima kasih Tuhan kerana jadi kan saye Ultraman..err..Ultra-Woman (ade ke??)
X nak lah..saye nak jadi Rukia Kuchiki cam dalam cerite Bleach.Hoho..
Grow up la Azx! Duhh..macam kanak-kanak Ribena!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Their Story



my heat will be with you

This is pretty much like a couple i've known.
The guy pretends he don't love the girl.He even did and said mean things to her just so she would hate him.
He wants to deny his feeling for her.
The fact is..he can't.
He loves her.
The girl always smiles when the guy tried to push her away.
Her heart breaks..everytime he leave.
And everytime he does..she whisper to him:

My heart will always be with you

and pray that he will hear her.God will hear her.
She waited for him to come back everytime..the smile never left her lips.
Because..
She loves him.
But will he comes back?

I'll just pretend..


Photobucket

I'll just pretend to hug you until you get here..okai?
*smile*


Living in illusionisme
Illusion-is-me

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Tuesday blues

Hmm...

Boleh x? Pagi ini bangun lambat. Then..Pakai baju salah butang..meaning..butang masok salah lubang.So baju jadi terangkat sebelah.Macam Pak Uda cerita Pi Mai Pi Mai Tang Tu..
Dah half way pergi kerja baru perasan dia terangkat sebelah. Hello..dalam LRT cane nak betol kan! Demmit.Kat Komuter nanti kene pergi betolkan.On the way to the bloody station..berapa orang pulak dah nampak saya pakai baju terangkat sebelah?Argghhh.

Demmit.Double demmit.Triple Demmit.

Selalu lah..macam ne! Eeeeeeiiii...~

*blushing*

Hmm..

Kalo kita windu owg, cane eh nak buat bagi ilang windu tuh?
Jap-jap..owg tuh windu ke kat awk masalahnye?
Tak taw la..kene ke die windu saya baru saya boleh windu dia?
Haihh..Buang masa je windu owg yang x windu kite...faham?Dah..gi kasik sperma,err,ikan, makan..
Owh..erm..hmm..okai..hmm..sperma owh sperma..makan banyak-banyak.. (x ikhlas)

*sedih : gundah-gulana*

..Masih rindu..

Monday, October 19, 2009

Choice of Rhythm : Diva - Beyonce

Oh man..i juz love this vid and this song.Beyonce is very cool! Sempat je kan sambil buat report sambil layan Youtube.hakhakhak..this is a nice one guys..trust me.Makes you wanna get up and..dance.I so wish i can!(ahaks..koyak kebaya graduation sy neh karang..ilang ke-ayu-an.boo! x pe..kat umah kang bantai la dancing sampai lebam..wee~)

"i'mma,i'mma a diva..i'mma,i'mma a diva..diva is a female version of a hustler.."
Enjoy!
*wink*


Choice of Rhythm : Rehab - Rihanna


Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
When you left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shot
That spun me around
And now my heart left
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hit me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame


And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke all
These cigarettes no more
I guess this is what I get
For wishful thinking
Should've never let you into my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I bleed
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my decease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease


Damn,
Ain't it crazy
When you're loveswept?
You'll do anything
For the one you love
'Cause anytime
That you needed me
I'd be there
It's like
You were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way
That I was using you
But now that I know
That it's not meant to be
You gotta go
I gotta win myself over you

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Singer : Rihanna feat. Justin Timberlake

Saturday, October 17, 2009

His birthday.. =)

Hari ini hari Sabtu.

Hari ini 17 Oktober 2009.

Happy 24th Birthday dearest Fathul Hakimi @ Kimi 

Semoga diberkati Allah SWT, dimurahkan rezeki dan diberi kebahagiaan selalu.

Juge semoga berjaya dalam ape jua yang ko lakukan (ehem..ehem..Terung!)

Owh..sebelom lupa..semoga cepat dapat jodoh..and cepat kawen.hahaha..! (amek ko..ko suke kan cakap camtu kat aku..bwuek!)

~Friends forever : 2004-2009 and counting..~



Midvalley - 21 August 2009 - Azx,Kimi and Kurr -Watching : Up!

Keep Holding On?



“You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.”

~ Barbara De Angelis


“Faith... is the art of holding on to things your reason once accepted, despite your changing moods.”
~ C.S. Lewis 


“Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark.”
~ George Iles


“Sometimes you have to let go to see if there was anything worth holding on to.”
~ Anonymous



http://www.lovingwhisper.com/media/2227-hold-my-hands.jpg


*i never hold back because i love you..
you are more than blind if you could not see it..
you are more than heart-less if you could not feel it..*


*love is accepting..the good and the bad and even when you are clueless on why the partner treat you the worst
love is understanding..the reason the partner is being at his/her worst
love is forgiving..even when he/she hurt you the worst
love is appreciating..the existence of the other half*

Hold my hand..Don't ever let me go.. =)

Friday, October 16, 2009

Memory of Glory

I was typing some stuff in my Facebook when suddenly a Yahoo Messenger window pop-out. It was Jo'c. A good friend of mine since my athletic day at Burhan, UKM.

'Azx, ko taw ka Kak Nissa sudah bersalin?'

'Eh..yeke? x taw..hehehe..baby girl ke boy?'

'Boy la..jum kita pegi tengok'

'okai..boleh..tapi weekdays x boleh la.Kije balik lambat..penat..'

'tak pa la..kami pergi dulu la ya'

So that was how our conversation goes (in some ways and another).Who is Kak Nissa?Kak Nissa is our senior at Burhan and olahragawati for 2 years in a row! She was the one who rally us into doing well in athletics and burn the 'semangat kolej' in us..mind you,it burn good and well for all my years of studying. X padan ngan amek masters but dapat stay kolej..hehe..Semangat Buaya Burhan beb! (cehh..poyo plak rase..hahaha..).Jo'c and Ester became my good friends later in my degree year and my masters year. We had our fair share of fun together and it had been nothing but memorable. I remember Jo'c forcing me to run 400m for 3 laps during training ssession. hahaha..penat okai Jo'c! but then..because of that, the gold medal always belongs to me. I remember how other college fear us..when we registered for 4x400m and 4x100m..hehehe..they went 'ala..dorang ne x abiz lagi ke?' hehe..kesian korang, x merasa pingat emas.

Hurdles is Jo'c's favourite event.She ran fast..she ran alone.Sebab the others will always be like yardssss behind her.Ester sprint fast.100m is her favourite event. She zoomed like a wind and zoomed alone jugak..sbb others are left behind yardssss cam Jo'c juge. Me? 400m.I love running for 400m.We were well known and feared in our event..kan? They ran for UKM.I didn't.My commitment is and always for squash.. =)

Today, Jo'c is already married and pregnant with her first child ang working as sports officer at Pusat Sukan,UKM. Ester is pursuing her PhD at FST. I am working with some private company.Everyone keeps expecting me to stay and work in UKM like Jo'c and Ester.But at some point of my life,i feel it is time for me to go out and experience what the outside world has to offer.It's time for this reckless and rebellious bird to left the security of UKM nest..after 6 years.. (lame gile dok UKM!).We make quite a strong team when we are in a team..i hope we will stay as friend as long as we live..and grow old in our glory.When i bought a car,it will be black in colour.And it is mine..earn with my own money.That is our our vow.We are independent girls.Remember tak korang, aku pernah cakap..nanti bila kite lepak sama, kereta kita will park side by side..and semua nya black in colour.Ester dah ade Viva dia.Jo'c with her Getz..so now it left me and my car to complete the image.Sabar eh korang..wait for the moment of realisation.Tak lama dah lagi..heee~

To Ester and Jo'c : Remember our glory and our friendship.Thanx for being there, though not always and somehow we have grown apart, you both are still in my heart in my mind. Love you guys always-always..

To Kak Nissa : Congratulations on your first born Kakak!Siap la pas ne kitorang buli anak Kak Nissa time trening olahraga.Hee..~


makan durian tepi jalan with Encik Rahim (Squash Uitm) - yuck..i hate durian!



4x400m - Gold
(i can't remember the year but i remember we designed the t-shirt)



4x100m
(our last run as teammate..)

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Aktiviti menunggu Komuter



Me n Nadiah.

Nadiah is one of my collegue and my balik rumah partner.This is our daily evening routine which is waiting for Komuter.This activity is followed after the '15mins walking sessi0n' from office building to Ktm stati0n.Kalau macam ne everyday, i don't have to worry about staying fit because by the time i reached home (heaven!) my legs' muscles are as hard as after running session. After this activity is the 'Fuel Up!' session. Makan x ingat dunia..Lapar beb berjalan jauh! Ngee~

If i never see you again..

If i never see you again
Carry my picture in your mind
Where my smiles are sunny and my laughter are ringing
The sun shines above my head
The skies are blue and the birds are singing
Remember my eyes, it shines brightly
and my hair that flies freely..

Erase the thought of my tears
From your memory my dear
It will only brings up the anger, and the guilt that will ever be so clear
Please forget the fault
It is neither yours, nor mine
It is fate, destined by God

If i never see you again
Carry the picture of me in your head
As i carry yours in my heart
Though my heart sing with sorrow
I will smile like there's no tomorrow
Because,
When i see you again, i want you to have
A better picture of me
To carry with you.. 

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Choice of Rhythm : Breathing - Lifehouse




Songwriters: Aniello, Ron; Wade, Jason


Song fun fact - this song is featured as a sountrack in Smalville

Song trivia - Breathing is a track taken out from Lifehouse's  No Name Face album
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**I dunno why, but I have faith in you and I have faith in us**

About my Choice of Rhythm

Music is the window to our soul. Open the window.The weather could be bright and sunny, clear and blank, stormy,windy, gloomy and cloudy..it could be full of rainbow colours or dull grey..Express yourself.

Kinda like a lame tagline for Nokia Xpress Music ad isn't it? haha..



Actually i would like to explain about Choice of Rhythm, an entry i created daily to give you guys an option of song to listen to. Some of the song are based upon my mood and some based upon the mood of people around me, depending on what type of song best to describe them. Some of the song featured here are hardly heard by some of you (as commented by a friend). If i want to feature a mainstream song, i would ask you guys to listen to the radio (Hitz, Mix, Hot etc.) and i will not bother featuring it here. I like guitar based music and a massive fans of Lifehouse (*hoot*) so you might find their song more than often here along with slow rock or rock or punk rock or emo genre. I also like song with lyrics that have enough meaning to keep me listening (not some crappy yada-yada) and music with beat (just dance..nanana~).

Complaints? Hey, its My blog..my call..You wanna listen to my choice of rhythm or not is up to you. I gave you a choice of ear candy already la korang..So it's YOUR choice, not mine.Happy listening.

Cheers!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

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..Saya sayang awak..
always will, always do

Aku dan Denggi..?

11 Oct 2009
Sepanjang hari : Eh..bintik ape neh kt kaki..? Cam comel plak kaler merah-merah..hoho..

12 Oct 2009
5.30 a.m :
Woo...mengganas plak bintik neh..abis kaki peha betis sume die nak corak kan.Ke aku yang mamai?

10.00pm :
Eh..for real neh..ape neh??Hari tuh pny demam pon x ok lagi..neh ape pulak rashes neh? Aku memain je cakap kt mamat tuh aku alergik ngan lelaki.Sekali alergik sungguh pulak ke? hakhak..

11.30pm :
OMG..kat tangan pon ade.Ape bende neh??

13 Oct 2009
10.00am :
A -Wanne cube ko tgk ne kaki ngan tangan aku full of rashes..I dunt have allergie..X gatal pon.what is it eh?

Wanne - Better ko gi clinic check..just in case..Eii..meremang aku tengok tangan ko..

3.30pm :
Doc - Let me see it again..your arms, your leg..hmmm...you look feverish,all blushing and red face.This could be dengue.Let's do a blood test to be sure..

A - Erm..okai.. (erk..? denggi?? mana hala plak datang denggi neh? mak oi..panjang nye jarum ko doktor..*cuak*)

Doc - Though the result is negative but we're still not totally sure.I'm sending your blood sample to the lab for testing and will contact you as soon as we got the result. In the mean time, i'm giving you an MC.So go back and rest and drink a lot of water..

A - Okai.Thanx a lot Doc.Hope to hear good news from you..soon.. (haih..dah half day,nyesal x gi klinik awal-awal tadi..cis! )

4.00pm :
Nak balik ke tak nak? Nak balik ke tak nak? Nak balik Bangi ke KL? Hmmmm..x payah balik la.. (sbb nak ikot Wanne pergi merayap..ngee~ Xpadan ngan saket!)

**Sejak mula kerja kat Velosi ne, macam-macam penyakit aku kutip..Naik sangat komuter tu..padan muke aku..x pasal-pasal suspek denggi..uhuhuhu~ Mama..Rena x nak kene denggi!!! Uwaaa...**

Monday, October 12, 2009

~..Almost lover..~


I cannot go to the ocean



I cannot drive the streets at night

I cannot wake up in the morning


Without you on my mind


So you're gone and I'm haunted


And I bet you are just fine


Did I make it that easy


To walk right in and out of my life?

Almost lover - A Fine Frenzy


*Thanx Wanne for the nice song..*

Picture taken from : http://www.flickr.com/photos/maeann/3501098028/

Choice of Rhythm : Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

This is dedicated to all LOSER IN LOVE out there, who still continue to love no matter how much it hurts..Ganbate! =)





When I see your smile

Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out


How this world turns cold
And breaks through my soul
And I know, I'll find deep inside me
I can be the one


I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven


It's okay, it's okay, it's okay


Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you, I'll be the one


I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven


'Cause you're my, you're my, my
My true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away


'Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away
And please tell me, you'll stay, stay


Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know, I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray


I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven


I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven


I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever

Yaya's open house..!

So who is Yaya? hmm..Yaya is my ex-squash teammate during my degree year.We have known each other since first year (beacuse we are the pelapis for UKM squash team) and went to MASUM at UUM, Sintok together along with Pui, Abg Halim, Abg Khir, Abg Anuar, Soon Chong (Taiko), Ah Ngau (for us its alwiz..Angau..hehe..hensem woo..!), Steward (wo te ai ren..ne te ai ren..he thought us that) and our captain..a chinese guy..i cant remember his name and several other chinese seniors.Duh..i so wish i could remember your name guys! Sudah tua lo..hihi..Yaya was way better than me..i was like the 'ayam' of the team during that time.hehe..it's a wonder how i end up being the captain, coach and manager of UKM Squash team aight? Oh well..that is another story.Later-later pon boleh story aite? So let's get back to Yaya. She is already married with the love of her life, Abang Jasin (eleh..abg angkat konon..kan dah terangkat..hahaha) and dah ade sorg baby girl yg..rock..aishah.

On 10th of October 2009 the other day, she invited me for a makan-makan at her house.Hah..nak taw cerita kelakar? rupe nya minah ne dok sama apartmen ngn sy..blok je lain.What a small world. Dalam pada sy ngah hanyut sorang-sorang..sunyi kat umah especially during weekend, tibe-tibe dipertemukan balik wif Yaya..hihihi..boleh pau Yaya makanan! hari Yaya buat makan-makan, i was recovering from high fever..so i am not that well.But considering its been a while since i last hang out wif Yaya, i got up, put on some proper clothes and freshen up my face.Readied, i walk across padang yg x sampi sekangkang kera..and tadaaaa..already at Yaya's block. Nak pengsan pon x sempat.haha..Hmm..nak tgk muke org sakit pergi open house? See the pics below okai? Pucat macam ape je..ade hati nak raya rumah orang.hehe..


Datz me and Yaya's daughter, Aishah.I can guarantee you Aishah x kan jangkit demam dgn sy sbb dia pon virus carrier.Hahaha..Aishah share demam ngn Aunty Azx la okai? Before this she was a bit sombong (sombong ye..nanti ko..gomol sampai lemas baru taw)..but then bila dah main-main together..eh serasi pulak kan Aishah and Aunty Azx.Pasni ade geng la nak ajak main buaian kat bawah..hehe..kita tinggal ibu dating ngan ayah kat umah okai Aishah..? (hikhik)..



This is me and Yaya..Hijau kan rumah dia? Hmm..Yaya memang suke hijau dari dulu.Betol x? Funny how fate cross our path together again Puan Yaya..Dulu, Yaya was my shoulder to cry on, my sparing partner and kadang-kadang untuk membuat kerja gila. She knows most things about me and was and still is, a very supportive friend. Nobody knows me better than Yaya..but then i have changed quite a bit sepanjang kita x jumpe my dear friend, and i believed so are you. Can't wait to get re-acquainted back with you. Thank you Allah for the opportunity..All in all, thanx Yaya for the invitation.Maaf la makan x banyak, x berapa ade selera. Mi bandung ko sedap Ya..if aku dah sehat,masak lagi ye? So, bila nak squash lagi? =)


Azx-Yaya-Aishah