Wednesday, December 12, 2012


Enough said. 
I love you Mama, Tok Jan and Ibu dearest. 


Monday, November 19, 2012

Truth Is.


Truth is, I am tired and so beat that I'm sure I'll doze to dreamland the soonest I lay my head on the pillow.

Truth is, I still got gazillion of mails screaming my name, whimpering, squealing and whining for my attention in the ever so efficient Outlook mail. I secretly pray and hope that due to some satellite glitch or something whatever, tomorrow we will be facing some server problems which overall affected the company's email domain name. Ha!

Truth is, I have to be translating the script right now instead of typing this entry. But, what the hell. I wanted a break from the bloody cartoon and their unbearably childish story with no intense climax. Unfortunately, I have another 2 episodes grumbling impatiently in my lappy to be translated from English to Malay while the original video is in Japanese, which unfortunately I have to watch in order to put in the timeline. Oh did I mentioned I am a part time script translator now? Greedy much. Get rich or die trying, as 50 cent would said.

Truth is, I so desperately wanted to go squashing or swimming or jogging or just hangout and chilling with my friends. But here I am, typing away at this entry. While eating some peanuts and drinking some left-over Coke from ad-hoc picnic the other day. While wondering if I may win in the tournament this weekend.

Truth is, I am kinda homesick. I miss my parents, my grandparents, my siblings' crazyness, my cousins slapstick-ness and Alayna Zahra's cuteness. Oh yeah. Of course, the Xbox Kinect too. How can I forget the ever wonderful Kinect which bond us all together in the ever competitive games of either about snots or lewd dance or the athletic games.

Truth is, I should end this now or I may not be able to get anything done. Oh well.

P/s : Truth is...IMY. And that's the truth :)

Thursday, November 8, 2012



Tak pernahkah kau sadari akulah yang kau sakiti
Engkau pergi dengan janjimu yang telah kau ingkari
Oh tuhan tolonglah aku hapuskan rasa cintaku
Aku pun ingin bahagia walau tak bersama dia.

Memang takkan mudah bagiku tuk lupakan segalanya
Aku pergi untuk dia.


When the ghost from the past came back for you. What will you do? 

Tuesday, October 30, 2012



Allah swt will make a way. When there seems to be no way.

insya-allah :)

Monday, October 8, 2012

Squash : 13th Raintree International Jumbo Squash Doubles Competition

10.37 am

Participated in this tourney with sparring partner, Luqman under team name of T-Rex. HAHA. Such an ambitious name. This is our first time playing in a double competition because we are actually a single player and man, it was super fun and seriously, we were hooked hands down! The tournament consists of a mass of fun and familiar faces, a bunch of muscle aches and free flow of foods, not to mention playing squash randomly with everybody all day till you want to die. Since I am a player, consuming too much food will somehow effect my game, so I was restraining myself until my last match of the day and eat like nobody's business. Little sister Anys came along for support, konon-kononnya, but actually she was always tagging along whenever I went for a tournament and was scoffing on those pastries and sandwiches like a pig. Boring study katanya, nak cuci mata watching the nationals junior players *eye rolled*. Too bad her partner in crime, my little brother Boy went to watch rugby matches and unable to join her or else, all hell will go loose. At least my hell. She made it a point to tell everyone how I am her 'adorable gemok pendek sister' whenever my friend made a remark 'Wahhh Anys tingginya!'. Impertinent little sister aren't you Anys. Pffttt! 

Black+White : Training session with Luq and adapting my cool-all-new Technifibre white eyeglasses

Though this is our first experience in playing doubles, both of our combined (Luqman and Me) strength made us 'the underdog to be watched'. Jangan main-main! Hahaha. We made it as far as to the semis but lose both sets in sudden death. Bummer. The opponent won against us with only just one point! Kecewa betul. Anyway, I am proud to be the player who scored most of our points in both matches and manage to wow the spectator with some of my signature killer shots. Its funny to look at Anys face which was full of amazement and gaping in awe when the crowd cheered. Hahaha. Close your mouth Anys or you'll choke on a lalat later. Nevertheless, we still lose but hey, it's the most exciting experience ever! and we can always win again next year right? :) Next doubles tourney will be on February in Singapore, then in Bangkok and Singapore again then back to Malaysia, and I was proposed by 3 clubs to play for their team in this coming RSC Tiger Trophy Open Tournament. Teehehehe. Felt like some hotshot football player who was fought over by Man U, Chelsea and Man City. I was still considering the options though because I like to be in the underdog team, with those I usually trained and sparred with. Less pressure on winning and more about fun but if I wanted to play seriously, I'd better choose one of those clubs because if the club are sending us to play oversea, half of the expenses will be covered. Jimat! And team entrance fees are usually fully sponsored. How cool is that? Entrance fees ain't cheap for squash tourney. Tiger Trophy itself cost a team RM300 per entrance. So I'd better make up my mind about joining those clubs because I am seriously lookin' forward for the coming Tiger Trophy and the first jumbo in Singapore. Can't wait! :)

The underdog : T-Rex team and our own self-designed and self-made shirt. Kau ado? XP


Thursday, October 4, 2012

Choice of Rhythm : Because I'm A Girl - KISS

The saddest song with a deep lyrics. Enjoy~

Today we broke up...
You told me to meet someone better than you and be happy,
You're just like all the other guys,
What happened to when you told me that you loved me?
Honestly I don't want you to be happy,
What am I going to do if you really forget about me?
I'm in so much pain, more pain than I can bear,
Because I'm still in love with you.


P/s : It was one of those boring day at the office where all I wanted to do is play games, listen to the musics and watched some Korean variety shows, while ignoring those incoming emails. But we don't really get everything we wanted right? *sigh and revert back to work* Damn all you Goddamn engineers!

Thursday, September 20, 2012

4 years..

6 pm

We all have that one person close to us, who drifted apart due to the demand of life, study and whatever. 

I have known him since 5 years ago, when he was still just an SPM school leaver and I was in my third degree year in Uni. We met while working as a volunteer at Petrosains ( I was on my semester break, he had just received his SPM result) and became closer when we were selected to be part of the school holiday team. Since we rode the LRT using the same route, we always went home together after work, stopping by here and there along the way to LRT station. Where there is him, there is me.

He was one of those who are blessed with brain, good looks, tall and good manner. Manja pun ya. Every morning he would asked me to make him Milo whenever we hang out at the pantry with the other volunteers, after/before Roll Call. Everyday when we went home, we will passed the Roti Boy shop. The smell of the buns, oh man, it is sooo yummy. But during that time, we don't really have lots of money to spend or to be wasted on some fancy food, so most of the time we would just gave each other a pitiful glance and drooled longingly for the hot buns. Then the paycheck day came. Aha. That will be the day, we will buy Roti Boy and eat together on our way to LRT. Savouring each bite as if it is food came from heaven. Ok, that's too much exaggeration. We were not that poor, it is just that we do not have extra money to waste. Get it? If he had extra money, he would treat me a Roti Boy and vice versa. Hehehe. We also had the same coloured jacket, which we wore on top of our Petrosains shirt and had a habit of wearing mp3 while waiting for the LRT. Sweet tak? I told you we are close :)

Then, as he went away to do his preparation at this one college, before flying to UK to pursue his degree, and I resume my studying at Uni (I was accepted to further my Masters), we would text one another occassionally. But I guess along the way, we were caught up with our own life, love life, and activities, we kinda drifted apart. When he flew to UK, we did not even say goodbye to one another and we just followed each other's update through Facebook (at least I did, when I missed him)  

After 4 years.

I do not really know why and how but I have this urged to FB msg'd him. As I scanned our chat history, seems like last we talked, was like a year ago, during Raya. HAHA. So we end-up making an effort to see one another on this one particular night, during Soton vs Man U match. Gosh, how he had matured! Hansome gila ok! Haha. He bought me this one Manchester United shirt, like a year ago before coming back to Malaysia for holiday, but we never got the chance to meet up. So I never get to receive the shirt. Now that we did, I was really touched because he still keep it for me. Awww, sweet sangat haa! One of the most funny moment during one of our date was when he reprimanded me because I forgot to perform my Asar prayer after we went to his friend's openhouse. Seriously? I was taken aback and a bit speechless. Terus terdiam. Hahaha. You are not suppose to be garang with someone older than you tau! GARANG dah macam abang-abang pulak tu. Oh well, along the 4 years gap, I wonder since when we switched roles. Haha. When we met, somehow it feels like the 4 years of silence was not even there. I felt like, we never really was apart THAT long. It feels nice to go Roti Boy-ing again with him, reminiscing about the past. Ish. Rasa macam sangat tua! And this time, we have all the money to buy and eat Roti Boy sampai muntah. Not to mention ronda-ronda sana-sini makan and makan. Ish. Gemok.

I realize, its been a while since I laughed this much. He'll be leaving for UK again later this week, and I know, nanti mesti rinduuuu~ (especially ayat favourite dia : Jom solat! ). 

We all have that one person close to us, who drifted apart due to the demand of life, study and whatever. But we can always choose to close the gap and never let something so sweet, been taken away again :)

Energy School Holiday Team : The best team ever! :)
credit pic : Pie 


P/s : If you ever read this, jangan kembang lebih-lebih sangat tauuu. Balik sini nanti, belanja kite makan sampai kembung! Belajar rajin-rajin and take care of yourself :)

Tuesday, September 4, 2012


2.20 PM

"I am not discouraged, because every wrong attempt discarded is another step forward "

 Thomas A. Edison

p/s : that is how lightbulb came to the world :)

Saturday, September 1, 2012

Raster Rawr : Crazy-ness :)


Be strong and get stronger with each passing day. Bless me and be with me Ya Allah :)

Credits for pic : Vannessa
Location : Squash court, Cyberjaya Community Club

p/s : It was one of those crazy day at the office and unbearably mind-stressing. Trust me, I felt like crying the moment I get in my car. But hey, I am made of the stronger stuff. All of Anak Azlan are :) Been doing some light workout during Ramadhan especially on my arms and tummy. The monkey act on top left pic is a proof, the workout , well, work-out. Hehehe. No shorts next time missy. 


Choice of Rhythm : Super Junior - Daydream

12.30 pm

Makes me cry everytime I hear this. 

p/s : How does it makes you feel, to severe somebody else's ties? to leave cruelly? 
       Do you feel better now?


Full Moon

12 pm

I kept dreaming of you lately. It was more intense during Ramadhan. 

p/s : Mid of Syawal. It was full moon last night. Did you see it? :)


Thursday, August 30, 2012

Aidilftri 1433 :)

This was how we spend our 1st Syawal at Negri Sembilan. Of course this happened after beraya-raya from Negri Sembilan to Malacca and back. Banana boat and Donut boat, the hardcore style. So hardcore, I split my lips from bumping into little sister's Titanium head during the fall. My lips was bleeding all the time we were riding the boat and I can barely eat or talk afterwards. Haha. What a memorable Raya and nothing beats having fun with your cousins and siblings, playing meriam buluh war with kampung sebelah (and we win, of course. Or else, our dads would be very ashamed of us. They hold the Champion title during their time), cooking rendang and lemang with cousins, Nenek, Abah and Uncles, pointlessly chasing the chicken around kampung just because you dont know how to catch it (how the hell am I suppose to know how to catch that furry-two-feet beast? duhh..) and yeah, that epic moment when we (me, sibs, cousins and our Dads) got chased with this really long parang by Nenek because we played meriam buluh with tin and the sound was so bloody loud, it suprised her and she drop the bowl of kacang she was carrying. Hihihi. Sorry Nenek~ Abah and his brothers had to go to the shop to buy new kacang while we have to dry-fry it. Padan muka. Despite everything that happened this past 3 months, I find that I am able to smile again, surrounded by the unconditional loves of family. Thank you Allah SWT for your blessing. Alhamdulillah.

This is our unconventional way of celebrating Raya. How did you spend yours? 


Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Wishlist Item #2~

5 pm

Fossil Women's JR1035


p/s : Almost the same with the one I gave Si I for his birthday. Out of 2 option, he vote for this one. Haha. I guess our taste are almost alike =)


Jubayr ibn Nufayr reported that Mu'adh ibn Jabal said 
"If you love 
someone, do not quarrel with him and do not annoy him. Do not ask others about him, for the one you ask might be his enemy and thus tell you things about him that are not true and thus break you apart.”

[Hadith Bukhari’s Book of Manners 545]


Thursday, January 19, 2012



Ini adalah kisah benar.

Mata liar memerhati rakan sekerja di tingkat itu. Sekali pandang akan timbul rasa gerun di hati siapa-siapa yang melalui bahagian Vendor Inspection. Ketat dan penuh kosentrasi wajah setiap co-ordinator di setiap cubicle. Ada yang kelihatan hampir mencium skrin laptop. Ada yang seperti teringin masuk dalam laptop. Ada yang menaip di keyboard seperti menghamburkan perasaan marah. Kesian keyboard menjadi mangsa. Entah siapa yang menjadi punca, tidak tahu lah. Mungkin marah pada si inspector, mungkin si engineer, mungkin si client atau mungkin juga penghuni bilik depan...oppss. Berkerut-kerut dahi si co-ordinator dengan jari menari lincah di atas keyboard. Reply email ke tengok youtube ke tengah chatting tu ya? Kepala si co-ordinator berpaling dari skrin laptop dan mata tajam memandang kepada yang gatal bertanya. Mata merah dan berapi. Aura kemarahan memancar. Oppss. Salah soalan. Si Penanya laju berlalu, kecut. 

Atmosfera begitu tegang. Terasa aura tekanan yang keluar dari setiap co-ordinator yang menginfestasi dari satu co-ordinator ke co-ordinator lain. Begitu cepat ia merebak, sungguh menakutkan.  Mata kembali melihat pada skrin laptop. Aihhh, stress betul macam ni. Tangan lincah menari di keyboard. Ketawa yang ditahan terkeluar tanpa dapat ditahan-tahan. Adoi. Serentak semua kepala berpaling kepada empunya ketawa yang sedang tersengih-sengih sambil meminta maaf. Suara rakan sekerja di cubicle belakang ketawa kecil. Yang kau gelak kuat-kuat tu kenapa? Tak nampak ke semua orang tengah pressure tu?, antara ayat orang belakang yang laju muncul di Skype. Lokasi dua cubicle terakhir, infestasi itu terhenti. Chief merenung lama kepada empunya ketawa. 

"Az, you punya Status Log sudah siap ka? Tomorrow meeting with bos make sure everything is settled. Itu you sudah shoot email to Catherine from Sapura?"

Empunya ketawa terkebil-kebil. Cis, tengah buat lah ni. Semua kepala kembali menghadap skrin laptop masing-masing. Si empunya ketawa kembali memakai headphone dan buka browser. Layan Youtube kejap. Esok meeting belasah jelah apa pun. Dalam resume dah cakap dah, able to work independently with minimum supervision and prompt in meeting dateline. HAHA. Poyo. Buat masa ni mari layan Beach Boys dulu. Senyum.

p/s: esok meeting mati lah kau.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Choice of Rhythm : Ku Cinta Kau Apa Adanya - Once (Dewa 19)


Mood : H.I.G.H

Happy listening people!

Monday, January 16, 2012

Raster Rawr : Oblivious-is-me

10 am

When all around you are confusion and corrupted people whom have been doomed into the  condemnation of corrupted soul, for letting themselves being corrupted by the blasphemy of $$$,

Be Oblivious.

p/s : I was just exaggerating. No, they aren't a condemned corrupted soul. They are hard working people who deserve to be getting a fat bonus this year whilst I am just this one lazy coolie with headphones and oblivious about the rat race. Err, internet tak ada so tak leh buat kerja. Hiks!

Raster Rawr : Air-Borne

air.borne adj

done or being in the air : being off the ground


p/s : pics taken by Iliyas ~ raya ke-2 ~ r n r pelabuhan seberang prai, penang ~ this is L.O.V.E 

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Raster Rawr : Proud to be Awesome


P/s: Pics taken @ UPM Indoor Court (Squash). Wristband a souvenire from US from Uncle Roshaimi, my lucky wristband. Blue Ice Dunlop, my favourite racket. Awesomeness in the air. 


10 am

I was doodling this while reading the bullfight email between my 2 BFFs. It was pretty much add up the colour to my day. HEHE. Eye-rolled. 

Guys, jangan gaduh-gaduh. Remember this moment tak? 

Trip to Bagan Lalang. If you guys don't, then I do.


Friendship remains and never can end.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Style Guru

She is, my officemate. Her name is Ayu. Tak takut bergaya walaupun bertudung and she is super cute~ petite like Kylie Minogue and suits most of the clothes even untuk budak-budak *envy*. She inspired me to wear tudung and still look chic (macam lah time free hair tu stylo sangat.bahhh~) and chided me whenever I played squash and wear skirts (that's something I found hard to change but still working myself towards changing).  Macam mak-mak kan? But sometimes it does feels good to be scolded or chided by someone. I am, too carefree for my own good at times. Hehehe. Another one is Liz, very direct and buat kerja dengan laju. Stylishin her own way and always reminding me 'Nyahhhh mana report IR-19 si Fazli ni?" or "Beb, jangan lupa call Catherine Sapura Acergy and mintak dia respond quotation semalam". Thank God for someone like her. This is us, during one of our lunch hour roaming at Sunway Pyramid. Best kan opis depan shopping mall? Cara mudah untuk jatuh miskin sebelum tengah bulan. Heee~

Ayu with her purple dress and Gold heels. Mummy vogue you're super cool~

Liz on the right. So ayu in her baju kurung but check out her heels. That's a steal! Sila abaikan Si Gemuk beside Liz. Thank you.

So lepas ni whenever anybody compliment me about my gypsy style, I would say : If you think I am beautiful, praise Allah for the blessing. If you think I looked chic, praise Allah for sending Ayu and Liz my way.



p/s: Kerja banyak and merindui Wanne. How is Mummy Yad-yad tu at Technip agaknya? =)

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Untuk Kamu

I was tagged by Tommy, like ages agoooooo! Here it goes.

1. Put your music library on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question,
no matter how silly it sounds!
Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.
4. Ok, go!
5. When you're done, tag 20 people in this note,
and make sure to tag the person who sent you this.
The answer to #20 is the Title of your note

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say
Tanpamu - Helena & Sabhi Saddi 
(Gila jiwang! =___= )

2. How would you describe yourself?
Underneath Your Clothes - Shakira
(HAHA. Underneath my clothes huh? )

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
The Lazy Song - Bruno Mars 
(Aihh..I dont really like any lazy homosapiens =___= )

4. How do you feel today?
Lagu Kita - Aizat 
(Awww~ that is so true! ^_^ )

5. What is your life’s purpose?
Someone Like You - Adele 
(Owh, I want nobody  nobody but you~ )

6. What's your motto?
 I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing - Aerosmith 

7. What do your friends think of you?
Pretty Fly (For A White Guy) - The Offspring 
(Yeah well.. *smug* )

8. What do you think of your parents?
Because Of You - Neyo
(You made me who I am today =) )

9. What do you think about very often?
If You're Gone - Matchbox 20
(Uhuk~ T_T )

10. What is 2 + 2?
Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold
(Err..3.4197? Dear God...)

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?
Never Knew I Needed - Neyo
(Yeah~ I never knew I needed you guys but strangely enough, I do. Luv you guys byk-byk! ^_^ )

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Ayat-ayat Cinta - Rossa
(Terkisahku diantara cinta yang rumit~~ Hee! )

13. What is your life story?
 Ombak rindu - Hafiz & Adira
(Hambekkkkkk~!! Ensem hubby saya *drool*)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Mad - Neyo
(HAHAHAHA. Nooooooo~!!!)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
1234 - Plain White T's
(There's only one way to say those 3 words, that's what I do~~ AIyuvyuuuu~)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Penghujug Cintaku - Pasha & Adelia
(Wahhhh~ sangat menepati kehendak! ^_^ )

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Perpisahan - Anuar Zain (OST Cinta)
(OMG~ How did this bloody playlist can be so precise? =___= )

18. What is your biggest fear?
Bila Kau Tak Disampingku - Sheila On 7
(Damn you playlist. I swear I DID NOT cheat *nervous* )

19. What is your biggest secret?
Why Don't You And I - Santana Feat. Chad Kruger
(what? don't give such a suggestive song title, oh playlist)

20. What will you post this as?
Untuk Kamu - Hafiz
(Nice work playlist! )

There you have it. I only use my phone playlist as currently I am using my office lappy ( I dont bother downloading any song here), my Youtube playlist is lagging and my MP3 dah jadi hak milik Iliyas. So, me tag Tommy, Alee, Mito, Ijad, Wani, Izzat, Mushaiy, Floe, Natrah, Dila and whomever feels like answering this Quiz. Be my guest.

Cheers! (^^)y

Friday, January 6, 2012

Einstein's Special Relativity Theory

 No, this entry is not THAT educational. I don't think I am THAT qualify to give a detail explanation. Hehehe. I am just giving some ideas to those who don't really know the theory. Inception people, this is inception. reading are at your own risk. Dont say I do not warn you. Tee-Hihihi.


So I heard, most of you do not really understand the Einstein's Relativity Theory. Owh, its a piece of cake. Now let me help you understand the theory. There are two theory of relativity, the special relativity (basically about every elementary things) and the general relativity (or gravitational theory). Here is one of the most understandable explanation for relativity, quoted from the man of theory himself:

When a man sits with a pretty girl for an hour, it seems like a minute. But let him sit on a hot stove for a minute and it's longer than any hour. That's relativity.

(An explanation of relativity which he gave to his secretary Helen Dukas to convey to non-scientists and reporters, as quoted in Best Quotes of '54, '55, l56 (1957) by James B. Simpson; also inExpandable Quotable Einstein (2005) edited by Alice Calaprice) - Taken from here.

Now do you understand the Relativity Theory? Easy enough right. You don't even have to be a physicist to understand the idea. Just leave all the details to the physicist. How I wish my professor would use THIS definition to help me understand the theory back in my second year in university.

Now, this is my own invention of explanation on Relativity Theory yawww~

Spend an hour in a shopping mall with a million in purse, it seems like a minute. Spend an hour in a shopping mall with nada money in purse, it seems like eternity. That's relativity.

Now dah faham kan? Bagus murid-murid!



Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Choice of Rhythm : It Will Rain - Bruno Mars

Okai, honestly, I ain't Twilight's biggest fan. I don't even like watching the movie and the books wasn't even on the list of my Must Buy books ( and I am a bookworm who read almost everything, including the pamphlet). But to be fair, most of Twilight OST are such an ear candy. Irresistable. Especially this one. Specially dedicated to my Buncet, Monmon, Aied, Tom, Alee, housemates, friends who treasure me and yeah, my families  . 

Happy listening people! 

Cheers~ (^^)y

Don’t just say, goodbye
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make it right

Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain.

p/s : I think the girl is pretty =)