Monday, May 31, 2010

Is it possible?


Is it possible, to love and to miss someone so much and so bad that it hurt like hell?
Is it possible, to trade in all the beauty and the brain and the perfection and the wealth..for happiness or for the heart of the person you love?
Is it possible, to wish to have something so bad and to have your wish came true?
Is it even possible..for your wish to come true?
Is it?

Is it possible..for me to have you?

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Sang 508

This is 508 (Pronounce it Lima Kosong Lapan), another member of our home. It partner died a month ago. Kesyian 508 boring ke-sekor-an (I feel u 508..huhu). Actually, 508 is Zira's but all of us took care of it sama-sama. Nak bela kucing macam susah ja sebab rumah apartment. Tapi x pelah. 508 pon okai. X 'membuang' merata, x bising and x makan banyak. Hehehe.. Tapi kan, macam saye je yang banyak jaga 508 ne..huhu. Balik cuti pon kena bawak 508 balik umah. Sure mama dengan abah boring tengok kura-kura because once, saye pon ada bela kura-kura. There's 2 of them named Romeo and Robin. Dari sekecik 508 saye bela sampai as big as piring makan tu. It was given to me by Grampa Teh. Sayang nya, bila dah besar, x boleh bawak balik hostel. Kena tinggal kat rumah. Abah boring nak the end, diorang dilepaskan kat Tasik Titiwangsa (sob sob). Semoga bahagia di Tasik Titiwangsa my dear Romeo and Robin. Uhuks..sedih gila. I cried sampai mata bengkak macam katak jadian. Siap merajuk x balik rumah sebulan. Huuu~ Hope nasib 508 will be different from my babies. Hee~ Owh, nama 508 tu saye yang bagi. Kenapa? Nombor rumah kitorang. Hahaha.. Since tiada bantahan from it's Mummy, so right from that moment, nama dia jadi 508. Live long Sang 508. Mwahx!

Cheers! *wink*

Choice of Rhythm : Don't Bother - Shakira

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Mid-nite Blues

It was already 1.30am and I was still awake. Wide awake. Damn, esok sure I’m gonna have a hard time waking up for Subuh prayer. It was getting harder to sleep these days, must be because of the heat..or maybe because of the bed itself (sometimes while rolling around at nite, I could feel the damn spring cucuk-cucuk behind my back and trust me, it was not comfortable.. T_T ). It has been a while since I last wrote anything serious in here. I guess when you are happy, you are too content with life to start bitching about everything in general and your life, in particular. So now, since I already start writing back, you guys can assume that I am unhappy, bitchy.. Owh and got a lot of spare time. Hahaha.. Kidding je! Nah, I am content with life..because I got a chance to start over. I got two cool housemate, which at first I dreaded I wouldn’t get along with.. but suprisingly, I do. Splendidly! Alhamdulillah.. =) Sometimes, you have to drag me out of the house because I had so much fun cooking dinner, laughing and watching TV with them or just doing my office work. Even Sunway Pyramid doesn’t tempt me that much and the bloody lion is just across the street (partly because I’m flat broke jugak..haha). Oh well, the lion ain’t going nowhere after all..tunggulah gaji masuk nanti! Hee~ Wipe that surprised look outta your face eh. Yeah, I am getting domesticated and God knows since when..hehe. I remember I used to be so restless that staying at home sounds impossible. Mesti nak merayap shopping mall, jalan-jalan, karoke, bowling or at least went jogging or playing squash or swimming. I missed going to arcade and played ice-hockey or foosball with my buddies (yeah..I liked that stupid arcade game, mind you IT IS FUN! So what? Bwuek! =P ) I kinda missed being out and about but for the time being, I just wanna enjoy my current phase. Life just seems, not empty. More colourful and full of laughter and I couldn’t have wish for a better life. I had fun adapting. Plus, I am still recovering from ‘the wound’ and hmm.. socializing and meeting new people seems tedious. I just wanna be with those whom I am familiar with, who knows me and wouldn’t hesitate to give me a hug whenever I need some, who won’t judge me or pry into my life and let me take my time to be the restless me again, with slight urging but not too forceful. Sometimes being invisible makes me sane.. and this new place, gives me that sanity. Finally, after all this years, I AM INVISIBLE.. and I just wanna enjoy it a bit. Imagine my relief.. =)

I met new friends, but kinda sad I lost one who has been kinda close, caring and helpful. We had good laugh with each other and he did help me knowing my way around. I guess wounded bird need each other but unfortunately, they shouldn’t fly together. Because once one recovered, it has a tendency to leave the other. Or vice versa.. One got to be the living proof of a rebound afterall. Ouucchhh~ Yeah, it does sting a bit..can't pretend it doesn't couldn't I? Owh well, I wish him well and hope he find the happiness he is seeking. Thank you, for everything. I dunno if there's any chance of us being friends again but Insya-Allah, who knows? God has plan for everyone right?  =)

I like to talk in metaphore didn’t I? haha.. Soon I’m gonna make you guys bored your jaws start dropping to the floor just by reading the first sentence.. Hehehe.. Actually, I’m in the middle of doing some office work so..gotta resume my work back. The company paid me good money not for nothing..duhh~ Gotta work hard to achieve my dreams. Fightoooo!! I ain't getting married anytime soon. Duhh~ T_T

Gudnite homosapiens. Cheers! *wink*

P/s : Cooked nasik goreng today for Cik Nad because dia saket pewot..ada lebih esok boleh bawak p opish! Hee~ =)

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Choice of Rhythm : Why Don't You and I - Santana feat. Chad Kroeger

Wassup homosapiens..! Ah rini saye in the mood of melayan lagu-lagu Santana. Gitar dia memang lah terbaik. So today's featured video is by Santana featuring Chad Kroeger of Nickelback. The title of the song is Why Don't You and I. There are 2 version of this song, one sang by Chad and one by Alex. Alex's voice much more softer and blend well with the rhythm, but somehow I kinda fall in love with Chad's because his voice is more husky, and gave a rock-ish sound to the song. Anyhow, masing-masing punya pilihan lah kan? Hehe.. Official music video for Chad's version is not available (sob sob..), only Alex's. But macam-macam mana pun, saye nak jugak post Chad's version so the vid is not an official one, only fan made. Owh, been in a 4 years relationship once and my ex use to sang this song to me. sweet aren't you my dear Along? =) hehe..So I would like to dedicate this to him, here's to the 4 years of happy+bitter memories of our relationship plus our 4 years friendship. Cheers! =)

Tuesday, May 18, 2010


Apartment baru saye ada pool. So x payah dah lah nak g swimming jejauh..dan memang x de alasan lah kalo malas. Selalu swimming during week-end. On weekdays hanya impian yang x pernah lagi jadi kenyataan (setakat ne) sebab after balik kerja, bergegas balik rumah nak tengok Adamaya. Ya..saye dan Cik Nad adalah peminat cita Adamaya (saye pon x caya saye dah semakin macam makcik-makcik.. -.-") and kitorang memang akan balik awal, sebab x nak ketinggalan. HAHA. Owh berbalik kepada cerita pool, budak kecik 2 orang ne, pantang ada free-time, sure nak datang swimming kat umah. Kalo nasib baik, terserempak lah dengan Uncle Superman yang akan keluar sidai underwear at balcony wearing underwear kaler merah. Yes, I repeat, underwear. Kaler merah. Persis seperti Superman. Only, Superman at least pakai baju, dia x pakai. Dia selesa hanya ber-underwear. No, not boxer..but UNDERWEAR. Nice view? hmm..kalo dia tough and body ala-ala Superman betol, saye pon x kesah..tapi masalah nya, hmm..malas lah nak cakap ape. Tengok pokok kelapa tepi pool lagi bagus kot. Hahaha~  

Since Adamaya dah habis (sob sob), so petang ne bleh lah gi swimming..or main squash. Jangan jeles! Hahaha~ Eh, nak join? Jemputlah datang ke rumah. Our home is warm and loving. A happy home. Goodbye cold and loneliness. Cheers!


Monday, May 17, 2010

Choice of Rhythm : Fallin' For You - Colbie Caillat

Uuu~ Colbie Caillat is so gorgeous and she has a very gorgeous voice that beats Taylor Swift by more than 10 miles. Not that I'm Taylor's hater, I just don't think her voice is that great anyway. So here's a song by Colbie, Fallin' For You. This one is for everyone who is in a 'falling in love' state..eleh suka lah tu, sengih-sengih. Haha.. Enjoy guys! Cheers! =)

Thursday, May 13, 2010


**This entry is a response to Alee's - my wallpaper**

Ini adalah wallpaper saye. Dah 7 Bulan saye pakai wallpaper ne. Sejak PC office jadi milik saye.
Walopon mereka gagal menjulang piala untuk kali yang ke-19, tapi mereka telah menang sebanyak 18 kali.

Masa skolah dulu belajar nisbah kan?
18 : 1
Cuba didarab dengan 1000
18, 000 : 1000
Eh, masih kecik lah nilai 1 walopon dah darab dengan 1000.
Memang tak dapat dinafikan, digit 18 > 1

Tahniah kerana berjaya mendapat digit 1.

Manchester United : once a ManU, always a ManU.
Glory, glory Man United!

**This entry is specially dedicated to Alee, Fas, Ijad, Izzat and Sham**

Choice of Rhythm : It Ends Tonight - All American Reject

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don't want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
Your finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Just a little insight
we'll make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when your blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Someone Cares

I do not own any right on this slide.

 This was forwarded by Wanne (the first one to forward this to me) and my housemates, Nad and Zira, through email. It kinda touched me because in some ways, they showed that they care. And each of them forwarded this individually to my inbox..which means, I received 3 email with the same content. Hahaha..So I decided to convert the file from Power Point format to Movie and upload it at YouTube so I can post it HERE.
Phewww~ Its a one of a hella job. What a process!

But It's Okai.

It's their way to show they care and this is my way to show, I APPRECIATE it.
Thank you korang
Malu-lah..Heee~ *blushing*


Roaming! - I-City, Shah Alam

Hello..wassup homosapien! Macam lama gila x update blog..hehe~ Dalam mood x brapa nak rajin..banyak kerja and so many other things to settle (x settle down properly lagi at rumah baru). Plus x banyak benda menarik pon nak update here. Our monthly road-trip kena hold sebab mereka-mereka sibuk dengan training taekwando for MASUM (all the best ha korang..kick 'em ass nice!), plus Merl already balik Sabah.. (uhuks..sedeyyyy~). Anyhow, I still got some roadtrip plans with the Squash Devil group, tinggal nak carry out the plan jer. Who is the Squash Devil? Nantilah cerita ha..sebab dalam entry kali ne, saye nak inform readers about this not so-discreet place named I-CITY. Last Friday, I went  there with my two bestfwen during zaman matriks, Jaja and Piya. The place is situated at Seksyen 7, Shah Alam (nearby back-entrance of UiTM Shah Alam) and is damn easy to reach. If you guys wanna go there, just follow the Federal Highway and after Batu 3 tol, watchout for the I-City/UiTM signage. Exiting the highway, ada traffic light and you have to turn right. Here you will see the back entrance of UiTM and turn left at the next traffic light. I-City is just around the corner. The place is obviously noticable from the road as it is boody bright with light! Hee~ Got the idea?

Kitorang gerak from Sunway at 9.30pm. A bit lewat sebab J and P was from KL and as predicted, every highway from KL is packed and jammed. From Sunway to Shah Alam is just around 20mins and the road is smooth. Sampai-sampai at I-City, jadi blur pulak sebab x taw mana nak park kereta. So we just parked at parking lot and walked to the roof-top. Sebab lif ada satu jer, plus yang nak naik lif tuh ramai, we decided to climb up using the staircase. Tabah gila..dah lah sy pakai heels masa tuh. Huh! Redah jer lah kan..hehehe. Sesampai di atas..wahhhh~ chantek betol! Lampu-lampu menghiasi pokok, ada pokok christmas and show room penuh dengan lampu-lampu, ikot tema perayaan utama at Malaysia such as Gong Xi Fa Chai, Christmas and Hari Raya. Very Interesting! Walk around the I-City and you will see that the landscape are decorated by lights and light and MORE LIGHTS..hence, it is known as lightscape. It is quite popular as tourist attraction and for those who like to do photography shoot.

There are nightmarket, selling stuff like tudung, food and drinks, lighted toys and lighted hairband with varied decoration. I found that the hairband is quite interesting but sensible enough not to buy any of it. Hee~ But then I bought a joker hat, with little bells dangling at it's every edge (macam nak gi tengok bola plak dah..) which I found very interesting (macamlah beli topi neh sensible sangat..ahaks!). Actually kalo datang sini, semata-mata nak tengok lampu jer lah. Jalan-jalan..tengok gelagat orang. After a while macam boring pulak. Sambil-sambil jalan, I was wondering what I-City really is? X kan lah semata-mata lighscape jer kan.. After Google-ing and doing some research, I found out that I-City is an office during the day (duhh..~) and lightscape at night.

This is not any ordinary office, I-City (also known as, City of Digital Light) offers a high-tech services in terms of information and telco services. There are office rooms and meeting rooms for rental with state of the art decoration. The current I-City is not yet completed, a second phase is yet on the way of being expect more lightscape in the future. Canggih memang canggihla..kena tengok dia punya plan baru akan ternganga..awesome habis!For the light, LED is used as the source of light to decorate the landscape. Apart from emitting low glare of light, it is also known to consume low power. So the usage of LED is practical in lighting the whole city. We don't want to further depleting our source of fossil fuel in order to light the silly landscape for the selfish and non-beneficial purpose right? Yeah. That's what I thought. Overall, in my point of view, the lightscape is a waste of good electricity and power. What with the current issues of depletion of fossil fuel and the frustrating research on finding a better alternative for fossil fuel..we need to save the energy for better purpose, like lighting homes and powering industrial need (it is afterall one of the contributor to our economic growth) and for the car, unless the society is keen in applying solar energy to generate the electricity usage of their home and using hybrid car for their ride (or use the lousy public transportation). I don't think so. Hehehe~ X bleh lah depend semata-mata at hydro energy sebab, newsflash Malaysian : empangan hydro kita pon dah makin kering and no, most of the electricity yang kita guna, is not generated by hydro energy (macam yang kita belajar dekat sekolah dulu). It is generated by power plant which is powered by fossil fuel (which you guys known as..petroleum). Anyway, this is just my opinion, coming from an Energy Technology student non-so-intelligent thoughts. Yours might differs from mine.. =)

So, if you guys wanna go out and have fun with your friends, family and love ones, bleh lah datang ke sini. Amek-amek gambar..lari-lari celah pokok LED. At least if orang tanya about I-City, you can proudly say "been there!". And please, store some knowledge about I-City in your empty brain. Malu lah if orang tanya..I-City tuh ape..and you'll go like.."err..landscape yang ada lampu?" or "tempat yang chantek nak amek gambar..". Duhh..~ C'mon, you are better than that. Hehehe~ For more info on I-City, you guys can visit their official website and explore the city's purpose for yourself. Have fun!

Owh yeah..when you guys pergi I-City, jangan lupa beli topi macam saye neh..Hee~
Cheers! *wink*