Choice of Rhythm : Who Knew - P!nk

We never knew whether the person in our life now, will still stay in our life tomorrow. In a moment anything can changed, following fate destined by God.

Post Sunday Blues

2.45pm

Sedang menghadap PC sambil makan nasik lauk ayam goreng dan sayur campur. With no nafsu at all. Baru saya perasan, semalam seharian saya tak makan. Kusut punya pasal..saya lupa saya nak pegi Sg. Gabai dengan member-member. Pagi ne datang ofis kepala macam berpusing-pusing. Huhu. And sepantas kilat (cewahh..kilat tu!), saya taw dah, ne sure blood pressure saya low. Datang ofis pun dah lewat, overslept punya pasal and honestly, I wish I didn't come at all sebab makin kusut. Hmm..nasik dalam polystrene dikuis-kuis..yang masuk mulut tak sampai separuh pun. Thanx Nawar and Syira sebab tolong belikan nasik ne. I really appreciate it.. =)

Saya tak taw apa yang patut saya lakukan sekarang berkenaan dengan perkara yang mengusutkan ini. I called my friends, offering them no explaination what-so-ever as of why I am crying cam ribut di telefon. Granted my housemate were not around and lagilah macam nak gila sorang-sorang di rumah. Macam susah ja nak explain kekusutan itu..the most when they asked me what is wrong, saya senyap and cried again. Sebab, I don't know how to explain in details and pour my heart out. So I pour my eyes out saje lah..Huhuhu~ Sampai bengkak macam mata katak dah. Hehehe. Along the day, saya realize, dah lama rupanya saya tak menanges seteruk ini dan berkeadaan huru-hara macam ne. Last time saya macam ne was days before I wrote this entry. October 2010. Lama tu kan? So the thought somehow cheer me up a bit. I was happy for quite sometime and mungkin ini cara Tuhan untuk ingatkan saya, kesedihan dan kekusutan itu tetap akan ada. While dalam keadaan bahagia itu, saya telah lalai and sedikit sebanyak telah mengabaikan tanggungjawab saya. Dalam linangan air mata itu, saya panjatkan syukur sebab Tuhan masih sayang saya dan ingatkan saya tentang kelalaian itu. Hidup ini adil, kita tak kan selamanya berada di atas.

Thanx anyway to friends yang sudi tadah telinga mendengar tangisan saya. Especially Nawar and Floe. Sorry Floe aku ganggu tidur kau. My bad beb~

Nasi dikuis-kuis. Ayam dikorek-korek. Somehow selera makan dah mati. Suku ja nasik masuk lam perut? Aih..sat g kena pegi beli susu nampak nya. Before that, baik pergi solat sebelum Botak datang cari and tambahkan kusut kepala saya. Botak, untuk hari ne ja I beg you to just leave me alone, please? T_T

Ya Allah, I beg for your guidance. Amin~

(^^)y

P/s : walaupun kusut, tapi senyuman itu masih manis.. =)

Everyday-e-yeh!

Semalam tengok TV sambil masak kat dapur, then this iklan comes out. Adoi lah..and the song stuck in my head untill now. Haunting gila. I mean like everytime tengok iklan ne sure cam having a hard time getting the song out of my head. And I dunt mean it's just me. Tengok lah iklan ne, then let's get haunting bersama. 

Everyday-e-yeh~ yeh! yeh! yeh!

Duhhhhh~!!! Shoohhh..!!

Scrub~!

Ola homosapiens! Whoa macam dah lama sangat tak tulis anything kat blog. Asek post lagu jer kan. Gila busy lately. Hope semua orang pon sehat and okai lah ya? so what's new? tak de la ape sangat..still working at the same company, still live in the same house, still using the same phone number but somehow I guess, I am not the same person I am 4 months ago. I am better! Hihi. Nak wish korang Happy New Year pun, maaflah, saya tak sambut new year. Saya sambut Awal Muharram, permulaan kalendar Islam. Tapi apa-apa pun, kepada member-member yang bukan beragama Islam, khususnya yang beragama Kristian, Happy New Year to you~! =)

So entry pertama bagi kalendar Islam 1432 Hijrah dan Kalendar Gregorian tahun 2011 ini akan mencuci sawang-sawang pada blog saya ne. Hehe. It is so bloody dusty with no new entry to clean it up! Ermm, how do you guys celebrate ya? As for me, selalunya Awal Muharram saya akan celebrate with families at Ibu's crib. We will gather and read the end of year and new year doa together and begin the new year with solat maghrib dan isya' berjemaah. Then we will went out and have dinner somewhere. But somehow, out of my ignorant, I missed this year punya Awal Muharram gathering. Huhu~ Felt kinda guilty and sad jugak sebab tak dapat bersama-sama mencari keberkatan untuk tahun baru ne..dan terasa as if macam dah abaikan family. I just hope that there is still a chance for me next year. Insya-Allah~ =)

Ketika minit pertama kalendar Tahun 2011 pulak (24 days after Awal Muharram), masa tu saya baru sampai di Penang with Iliyas and both of us were enjoying eating char kuey tiaw. Since both of us does not really celebrate the Gregorian kalendar punya new year, so kitorang tak de lah beriya nak join the crowd tengok bunga api or whatsoever. It was kinda cool sebab at that moment, showers of fireworks start to rain the sky. From three places, no less. Our table, blessed us, coincidently was at a very strategic place so we had the view of fireworks shot from these 3 different places. From above bumbung-bumbung rumah tu, nampaklah bunga api. It was nice, eating the delicious char kuey tiaw while enjoying the fireworks display. Almost romantic too! Hehe. Until my brother texted me and spoiled the moment by suruh balik cepat. Duhhh~ Yela, nak balik lah ne..haihhh.. -.-"

So with the start of tahun baru, let's become a better person and live our life to the fullest shall we? We only live once, so why live life with regret aight? I am so anticipating what this year got to bring because so far, everything is going on rather fine. Not that I had anything to complain about either. Accept life the way it is and be thankful..I guess that's the key to a happy life. Oh..and I don't really have any new year resolution. I changed mine every ten second because I can't decide which I wanna achieved first. So, whatever-lah~ I make it up by having an ALL YEAR ROUND resolution, not just for new year. Okai kan macam tu? Hee~

Till then, Have a wonderful 1432 Hijrah and year 2011 guys. 

Cheers!

(^^)y