Di-Lemma

6.45 a.m
Tik! A text from mama "Ada surat interview dari kerajaan"
Awal gile mama ne msg..uhuhu..later la call and suro dia bukak surat tuh.. *berdebar* tapi..Zzzz~

* G UKM..amek elaun refree. Breakfast wif Estot+Syah @ Fareez Maju. Shoot to office *

11.30am
A : Salam. Ma, Rena ne..u said i got a letter from government? betol ker interview? ke baru exam?
(Adoi, please dunt let it be exam PTD lagi..i hate it..urgghhh~)

M : Ha'ah..dia tulis sini mcm tu. Nak bukak?

A : Yes, please. Mama baca ya? Tengok kan ek..untuk jawatan apa, kat agensi kerajaan mana and bila date of interview..Rena hold on sat..

M : Peg. Penyelidik Fizik (alphabet ape x ingat..) 41. For Agensi Nuklear. Date interview 23/xx/2010..

A : *speech-less* Err..err..goverment..hmmm...i'll think about it okai Ma? (Agensi Nuklear..as in ATOM la ne..(previously known as MINT)..adeh..dekat sangat ha..dengan UKM..WTH! No wayyyy~)

M : Government secure..dapat elaun..

A : Yeah, i know (tapi gaji sikit! total elaun tuh dunt even add up to my salary now..haihh~)..i'll think about it..Dunt worry.Got to go, got work to do. Later Ma..Salam.

*Hang up*

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Interview jer baru..rite? Chances are..i dunt even get it. Tapi..what if i do? Bulih ker reject..kang x pasal kene black-list!

I like my job now..the environment, the collegues..the bosses..all of 'em are cool and x sombong pon. But at the same time, nak juge try macam mana pegawai kerajaan punye interview is like..

I dislike living in PJ (even dreaded the idea of moving), I like living in Bangi. Comfort zone bak kata Qayyum.

Jadi Pegawai Kerajaan banyak protokol..I ain't good with rules.

Government officer dapat elaun..My job now tade elaun.. (tapi gaji ko gempak..bak kata Jue. Yelah ko!)

I have to leave Bangi..because I couldn't stand anything that remind me of that heart-less person.

But I wanna stay sebab my bestie is here, squash is here..

Mama cam suka jer kalo sy kije kat Bangi and jadi Gov. Officer..kalo Abah taw, sure kene buat betol-betol time interview. Kalo xg, sure dia marah..cam PTD hari tu..adoi.

Adoi...Dilemma? Ya Allah, bantu lah hamba mu ne...

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"Azx, JK panggil.."

Tersentak jap sy. Mana tah CSWIP requirement yang JK suro print tadi..Uhuhu...