Friday, November 12, 2010

Dunia Baru

10.45am

Tajuk cam hape jer kan? Haha..ini bukan review movie Dunia Baru okai. Oh well, perasan tak how life seems to go really fast. Today bangun hari Selasa, then tiba-tiba bangun lagi skali, Wow..dah hari Jumaat?? where did all the time goes? Housemate pon dah tak wisau kan saya lagi, sebab dah kembali jadi kutu embun seperti dulu instead of menanges jer kat rumah sampai kena paksa keluar lepak ngan kawan-kawan. Only this time, not with Alee and Tommy (ohh how I MISS YOU guys damn a lot~!) but with my new found buddies. Hehe~ Pon camharam jer statement.. =P

Yeah well, I guess when you're troubled you would do just about anything to make yourself feel better including, pegi mandi sungai dengan orang yang baru gila kenal. Tak takot ker kena rogol dalam hutan? Thank you Floe for that, sebab teman. Tapi, Tuhan kan ada jadi kenapa perlu takut kan? Ah, whatever. Janji happy. And I guess, life seems much more brighter and colourful with them floating around like bubbles around me. Flimsy, light and colourful. The friendship is flimsy as it is still new, colourful signifies their character, light..well try not to get included in internal issues then it will becomes not-light. Hehe~ I like observing people and all of them seems to be a very interesting subject of observation. Cool kan?

Saya ingat masa duduk atas batu tengah-tengah sungai, alone with Floe. I told her that, this, the very thing yang kami sedang buat bukan satu perkara normal untuk saya. I rarely went out with strangers or lepak dengan geng where people saya kenal dalam geng tu adalah kurang dari 3 orang. Mereka dan saya, adalah seperti dua dunia yang berbeza..dan saya dah disedut masuk dalam dunia mereka itu. And bila saya teringat kan Dia, saya rasakan dia umpama berada di dunia yang berbeza dari saya. A history that happens decades ago. He somehow faded bit by bit from the back of my mind. That's a good thing right? Us, macam cerita sedih yang berlaku pada orang lain dan bukan pada saya. Or maybe the clarity of the jungle make me feel that way, tak taw lah. Haha..macam ne kena duduk dalam hutan jelah tak yah keluar-keluar in order to feel calm.. =P

But all in all, I am enjoying the new world splendidly. Made some new awesome friends. And went back home feeling happy..everytime I'm with them. I guess that's what matters, the happiness. Thank you Senyum for that, I guess.

Welcome to the new world, Azx! Where happiness is free but the pursuit for it, is not and you will get broke by mid-month. Haha~ 
WHATEVER.

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