Crappy Blues

And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind..for me it happens all the time.

NO. Scratch that...

Fuck you.Fuck you very-very much..

Nah..scratch that too.

Well when you go, so never think I'll make you turn to stay. And maybe when you get back, I take off to find another way.

When you go, would you even turn to say..I don't love you like I did yesterday.

.....

Would you?

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Poker Face

I may looked like I know nothing, but trust me, I KNOW EVERYTHING~ Well, almost.

Poker face.

Choice of Rhythm : Semi-Charmed Life - Third Eye Blind

One of 3eb most hit song. Enjoy~!

"I believe in the sand beneath my toes
The beach gives a feeling, an earthy feeling,

I believe in the faith that grows
And the four right chords can make me cry,
When I'm with you I feel like I could die
And that would be all right, all right"

i want something else to get me through this semi-charmed kind of life, baby~

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i'm TAG-ED :: 25 random facts about Me

3.30pm

Duhh..cam nyesal plak pegi melawat blog Floe sebab that particular entry pasal tag-tag and as usual dia mesti tag saya. Aiyaaa~ Kena buat meh Floe? -.-"

Once you have been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, fact, habits, or goal about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

Okai so here goes some 25 ridiculous fact about Me.

1. Saya suka ketawa. Err..ke tu semua orang dah tahu?
2. First time jumpa, most of the time I am quite reserve and quiet. Once you get to know I guess I am okai~
3. Always being labeled as arrogant and snobbish because most of the time I would mind my own bussiness instead of sibuk-sibuk hal orang. Err..sorry beb, gua tak suka amek port hal orang.
4. A loner. Tak kesah pergi mana-mana sorang-sorang sebab dah biasa. But sometimes, it does feel nice to at least to have orang yang care. Thanx Floe for that.. =)
5. Independent. 
6. Suka makan 
7. I love reading as much as I love sports. Imma nerd and a jock. All in one.
8. People always compliment me for being 'a beauty with brain'. Thank you Allah swt for the wonderful blessing.
9. Always mistaken for a Cindian especially during squash tournament or when jalan-jalan dengan kawan-kawan yang non-malay. Alo, alo..I am Malay.
10. Though nampak macam tough, actually I am a shy person.
11. Usually kalau saya marah, saya akan diam. I have a fiery temper actually..hehe~
12. Mencintai sukan squash secinta-cinta nya~ Cewahhh..ayat tak bleyh blah.. =P
13. I forgive but I do not forget.
14. I love studying. It somehow open my mind towards the wonder of Allah SWT and His creation.
15. Sayang adik-beradik sebab kami susah-senang sama-sama. Tak de orang berani usik adik-adik saya kat sekolah sebab kakak dia garang. Hehe~
16. Wants to be a good wife and a cool mother one day. Insya-Allah~
17. Suka merayap tah mana hala sampai Mama saya tak larat nak risau. No worries Ma, I know how to take care of myself. God will always be with me.. =)
18. A deep thinker. Sebab tu suka kena migraine.
19. My youngest sister call me Fluffy. Nak taw sebab apa? Sila tanya dia sendiri. HAHA.
20. Suka menyanyi, menari, merepek tah pape~
21. Ohh..I once wanted to be a writer/journalist. Still do though..berapa banyak tulis artikel konon nak submit kat Reader's Digest tapi none of it was send. Hihi.
22. Plat number keta saya adalah gabungan tahun dan hari lahir saya.
23. I like RED.
24. Kat sekolah dulu saya budak nakal. Selalu kena rotan+denda.
25. Yesss..FINALLY point yang terakhir. Dah tak tahu nak cakap apa. Ohh.. I love cat. Okai tak tu?

Sekian terima kasih. Ne saat yang paling saya tunggu-tunggu..meng-tag orang balik. Heh~
To : Cik Aliphant, Mr. Tommy, Mr. Shamito, Cik Floe (dia suro tag orang yg tag kita tu kena tag balik kan?), Cik Nat, CIk Dilla, Leman, Izzat..err..ahh, my sweet Fasyali..ermm..dah tak taw nak tag sape dah. Sila lah jawab ya.

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Re-Freshing!

6.30pm

Ini lah hasil orang yang banyak kerja tapi tak buat kerja (mati kalo Bos baca ne)..Ta-raaaaaa~ A new template layout. Hehe~ This is not exactly what I had in mind tapi kira okai lah kan. Nak demand lebih-lebih mungkin saya kena create sendiri design blog. Not exactly my style either..hello, ada flower-flower? and butterflies some more? HAHA~ I guess I'm getting soft. But then, it is re-freshing kan? to do something out of ordinary. Selalu template blog saya mesti yang dark..seperti kata Tom 'ala-ala grunge'. Gege~ Whole day saya korek websites cari template. Mesti nampak cam ngah gigih buat kerja kan..dengan dahi kerut-kerut concentrate tengok desktop. Padahal, hanya dinding dan sebaris file dibelakang ne lebih mengetahui. Oh well, silau. Sebab tu kena kerut..Hee~! Okai, masa untuk pulang. Esok week-ends yawww..Yee-haaaaaa~ Mari bergembira~!

Oh, sebab rini tak buat kerja LANSUNG, maka kena buat kerja opis kat rumah.

Whatever~

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Dunia Baru

10.45am

Tajuk cam hape jer kan? Haha..ini bukan review movie Dunia Baru okai. Oh well, perasan tak how life seems to go really fast. Today bangun hari Selasa, then tiba-tiba bangun lagi skali, Wow..dah hari Jumaat?? where did all the time goes? Housemate pon dah tak wisau kan saya lagi, sebab dah kembali jadi kutu embun seperti dulu instead of menanges jer kat rumah sampai kena paksa keluar lepak ngan kawan-kawan. Only this time, not with Alee and Tommy (ohh how I MISS YOU guys damn a lot~!) but with my new found buddies. Hehe~ Pon camharam jer statement.. =P

Yeah well, I guess when you're troubled you would do just about anything to make yourself feel better including, pegi mandi sungai dengan orang yang baru gila kenal. Tak takot ker kena rogol dalam hutan? Thank you Floe for that, sebab teman. Tapi, Tuhan kan ada jadi kenapa perlu takut kan? Ah, whatever. Janji happy. And I guess, life seems much more brighter and colourful with them floating around like bubbles around me. Flimsy, light and colourful. The friendship is flimsy as it is still new, colourful signifies their character, light..well try not to get included in internal issues then it will becomes not-light. Hehe~ I like observing people and all of them seems to be a very interesting subject of observation. Cool kan?

Saya ingat masa duduk atas batu tengah-tengah sungai, alone with Floe. I told her that, this, the very thing yang kami sedang buat bukan satu perkara normal untuk saya. I rarely went out with strangers or lepak dengan geng where people saya kenal dalam geng tu adalah kurang dari 3 orang. Mereka dan saya, adalah seperti dua dunia yang berbeza..dan saya dah disedut masuk dalam dunia mereka itu. And bila saya teringat kan Dia, saya rasakan dia umpama berada di dunia yang berbeza dari saya. A history that happens decades ago. He somehow faded bit by bit from the back of my mind. That's a good thing right? Us, macam cerita sedih yang berlaku pada orang lain dan bukan pada saya. Or maybe the clarity of the jungle make me feel that way, tak taw lah. Haha..macam ne kena duduk dalam hutan jelah tak yah keluar-keluar in order to feel calm.. =P

But all in all, I am enjoying the new world splendidly. Made some new awesome friends. And went back home feeling happy..everytime I'm with them. I guess that's what matters, the happiness. Thank you Senyum for that, I guess.

Welcome to the new world, Azx! Where happiness is free but the pursuit for it, is not and you will get broke by mid-month. Haha~ 

WHATEVER.