From my window..

From my window..this is what I see every morning when I woke up. The splendid blue sky~ (^^)

From my window..this is where I watch the pigeons playing. Oh..and mating. Hee~ (^^)

From my window..this is where I sat while learning to play my bestie's blue guitar. With my ears stuffed with mp3.. (^^)Y

From my window..this is where the passing komuter can be heard passing by..Aiiii~ (T_T)

From my window..this is where I sat staring at the sky when I missed you the most. I can see your face in the sky. Then lonely owned me so bad it gripped my heart till it ache. And everything you said played in my head in repeat-mode, replacing the sound of the chirping birds with Stay away! STAY away! STAY AWAY!!

.......

I stopped looking from my window ever since.


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Choice of Rhythm : Derita Merindu - Ahli Fiqir

To whom it may concern..

Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang menyangkal
Bagaimana nak kekal
Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang tak percaya
Bagaimana nak bahagia

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu
Tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu
Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia..
Aku pilih derita..

Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Mungkinkah esok atau lusa walau biarpun lama
Ada ku biar, tiada ku tetap kan setia
Entah bila akan tiba sampai jua harimu yang sama
Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah

Kaulah tanda tanya.. kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Kaulah tanda tanya.. kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula

Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan..
Aku masih terkilan

Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahgia
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu

I.m.a.g.i.n.e

5.40pm

Bayangkan, korang sedang berjalan di satu lorong yang sepi, korang digamit oleh bau yang wangi yang membuatkan korang sukar untuk berlalu dari lorong itu. Tiba-tiba korang ditangkap dan dimasukkan dalam penjara. Tanpa sebab, hanya kerana Si Penangkap merasakan bahawa korang harus ditangkap. Ketika pintu ditutup, Si Penangkap memberitahu bahawa dalam masa 4 bulan lagi korang akan dihukum bunuh. Di dalam penjara yang gelap dan sepi, cuma ada diri sendiri, sejadah dan Al-Quran. Kawan-kawan tidak putus datang melawat dan memberi kata-kata semangat dan perangsang. Namun ada juga yang berkata 'Kan sudah aku ingat kan supaya kau jangan ke lorong gelap itu..kan bagus jika lebih awal kau sedar.Pasti tidak akan jadi begini..'. Pedih. Dengan tiada sebab, diri ditangkap dan dihumban di dalam penjara sepi..menunggu masa hukuman bunuh dijalankan. Pedih bila ungkapan itu dilafazkan kerana diri tidak pernah berniat untuk melakukan sebarang kesalahan sehingga pengakhiran nya adalah begini.

Jika korang dalam situasi itu apa yang akan korang lakukan? Buntu bukan? Seorang diri meratapi nasib diri. Walau di mana mata melihat, yang dapat dijangkau penglihatan hanyalah dinding dan kegelapan.Tiada jalan keluar. Tiada tingkap, tiada cahaya. Air mata pasti mengalir mengenang nasib diri yang malang, yang menjadi mangsa penganiayaan manusia lain.

Jika korang dalam situasi begitu, bagaimanakah perasaan korang? Orang yang disayangi, hanya dapat dilihat untuk terakhir kalinya pada 4 bulan akan datang. Sebelum korang dibunuh. Pasti perasaan nya seperti mahu diminta agar dibunuh pada masa itu juga. Tidak sanggup rasanya menunggu. Namun, masa-masa terakhir tetap dihabiskan di sejadah dan membaca Al-Quran.

Disertai dengan Doa yang tidak putus-putus dipanjatkan kepada Yang Esa, agar kehidupan antara sekarang sehingga ke Hari Kelam, dipermudahkan. Pada masa itu, hanya Dia yang mendengar keluhan dan tangisan serta rintihan hati. Hanya pada Dia kita berserah dan pasrah dan bermohon agar dimudahkan diri meredhai ketentuan ini. Hanya kepada dia kita menyerahkan jiwa dan raga dek kerana tidak sanggup menahan seksaan jiwa dan ketentuan takdir.

Pernahkah korang merasa apa yang cuba saya suruh korang bayangkan? Perasaan terdesak dan hampir putus harapan itu? Perasaan apabila terperangkap di dalam bilik yang gelap dan tiada jalan keluar. Setiap hari memohon agar takdir lebih berpihak kepada diri korang..Pernahkah?

Saya pernah. Tapi saya percaya, Tuhan Yang Maha Esa pasti akan membantu saya. Insya-Allah. 

Choice of Rhythm : When You're Gone - Avril lavigne

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cried

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie

Is made up on your side

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it okay

I miss you

I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do

Reminds me of you

And the clothes you left

They lie on the floor

And they smell just like you

I love the things that you do

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it ok

I miss you

We were made for each other

Out here forever

I know we were

And all I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I do I give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear will always get me through the day

And make it ok

I Miss You

*****

Her name is Shasha

 

Last sunday I went shopping for boyfie's bday pwwzen with this girl. Her name is Shasha. Her mom called her Erin tho..a friend whom I became acquainted wayback during Petrosains days. I was a 4th year university student by then. Shasha  in her 2nd year in Uni Malaya. There's some lapse of time where we would lost in touch with one another but along the way we will always end-up "Weyh..jum lepak!" . Now she work close-by so lagi kerap kitorang jumpe. Minah ne gila shopping..scary betol kalo ikot dia shopping. Cam nak pengsan. Saya tukang teman jer. BTW, I bought a Chelsea jersey and iPhone casing for boyfie. Casing dia yang nak..Beli jer lah. Sayang punye pasal kan. Thanx tho Shasha for keeping me company. Sampai lena minah ne dalam keta sebab kepenatan. tapi seronok kan? Gegege~

p/s : pic was taken at Adidas, The Gardens.

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Choice of Rhythm : Impossible - Shontelle

4.30pm

i remember years ago

someone told me i should take

caution when it comes to love

i did

and you were strong and i was not

my illusion, my mistake

i was careless, i forgot

i did

and now when all is done

there is nothing to say

you have gone and so effortlessly

you have won

you can go ahead tell them

tell them all i know now

shout it from the roof top

write it on the sky line

all we had is gone now

tell them i was happy

and my heart is broken

all my scars are open

tell them what i hoped would be

impossible, impossible

falling out of love is hard

falling for betrayal is worst

broken trust and broken hearts

i know

thinking all you need is there

building faith on love and words

empty promises will wear

i know

and know when all is gone

there is nothing to say

and if you're done with embarrassing me

on your own you can go ahead tell them

tell them all i know now

shout it from the roof top

write it on the sky line

all we had is gone now

tell them i was happy

and my heart is broken

all my scars are open

tell them what i hoped would be

impossible, impossible

ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

i remember years ago

someone told me i should take

caution when it comes to love

i did

tell them all i know now

shout it from the roof top

write it on the sky line

all we had is gone now

tell them i was happy (i was happy)

and my heart is broken

all my scars are open

tell them what i hoped would be

impossible, impossible

i remember years ago

someone told me i should take

caution when it comes to love

i did

Choice of Rhythm : The Only Exception - Paramore

To whom it may concern..you know who you are.

You are the only exception.. =)

When I was younger

I saw my daddy cry

And curse at the wind

He broke his own heart

And I watched

As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that

She would never let herself forget

And that was the day that I promised

I'd never sing of love

If it does not exist

But darling,

You are the only exception

Maybe I know somewhere

Deep in my soul

That love never lasts

And we've got to find other ways

To make it alone

Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this

Keeping a comfortable distance

And up until now

I had sworn to myself that I'm

Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well you are the only exception

You are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality

But I can't

Let go of what's in front of me here

I know you're leaving

In the morning when you wake up

Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh..

You are the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing

Choice of Rhythm : Gerimis Di Lautan - Sudirman Hj. Arshad

Ah..wassup homosapiens. Hari ne punya Choice of Rhythm, kita back to lagu bahasa ibunda..sy dengar lagu ne while sedang menggosok baju untuk ke ofis pagi tadi. Ah..lirik dia, sangat lah touching dan maksud nya juga sampai. Lagu hari ne adalah lagu melayu klasik dari Arwah Sudirman Haji Arshad. Bukan macam lagu-lagu mainstream sekarang yang macam tah pape, lagu ne berunsurkan pantun dan syair. Ah dengar sendiri lah baru tawu kan. So with no further a due, presenting Choice of Rhythm of the day, by Malaysia's legend, Arwah Sudirman Haji Arshad, a song titled - Gerimis Di Lautan. Tadaaaa...!! Hehe. Happy listening guys. Cheers.. =)

Gerimis di lautan

Mendayung sampan ke kuala

Pada rang bulan pungguk merayu

Menangis kesiangan

Menanggung rindu pada si dia

Apakan daya orang tak mahu

Apalah guna ke bendang

Padi seberang takkan menjadi

Apalah diharap sayang kasihnya orang

Orang tak sudi

Gerimis di lautan

Ku ubati lukaku sendiri

Namun parutnya terpandang jua

Oh biarlah ku sendiri

Oh tinggallah ku kan pergi

Oh biarlah

Oh tinggallah

Is it possible?

12.30pm

Is it possible, to love and to miss someone so much and so bad that it hurt like hell?

Is it possible, to trade in all the beauty and the brain and the perfection and the wealth..for happiness or for the heart of the person you love?

Is it possible, to wish to have something so bad and to have your wish came true?

Is it even possible..for your wish to come true?

Is it?

....

Is it possible..for me to have you?

Choice of Rhythm : Fight For This Love - Cheryl Cole

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for

Quitting's out of the question

When it gets tough gotta fight some more!

I am fighting a losing battle.

WTH. Huhuhu..

Awk+Saya = Se-Tahun

It's been A YEAR today. Full of ups and downs of us together. The love, the lies, the pain and the hurt. A delusion. An illusion. Call anything you like..but I treasure you in my life. A year is a long time to be an idiot and stayed with someone who doesn't love you. At least I know and can confirm my feeling for you is real.. =)

For Me, You are the best thing I never know I needed.

Happy 1st Anniversary.
Thank you my Dear for everything.

Duhh..Maybe I am, living in illusion.

Roaming! - 2nd Putrajaya International Hot Air Balloon Fiesta 2010

3.45pm

RABU

Plan hari Sabtu nak pergi 2nd Putrajaya International Hot Air Balloon Fiesta 2010. Tibe-tibe dapat idea nak carik jalan awal-awal ke Putrajaya Hot Air Balloon punye event, konon-konon senang nak locate tempat tu bile pergi hari Sabtu wif Ester, Ing Hoe, Merl, Yus and Syah nanti. Tapi rupe-rupe nya, event bukan start hari Rabu tapi esok nya, Khamis. In the end g merayap tempat lain pulak. Ngeh ngeh..malu jap kepada Sang Peneman yang terpaksa-rela teman sy. Nasib dia x gelak kan..tapi sy taw..dia gelak dalam hati, or masa dah balik rumah dia! Eleh..macam sy x taw. Hee~

KHAMIS

Dok diam-diam kat rumah..malas nak cari lagi dah.. *frust*

JUMAAT

Bile tengok gambar orang kt FB pasal Hot Air Balloon rasa excited plak nak cari tempat tuh. Wehh..ade belon Darth Vader okai..cam cool jer. So dengan excited nak g cari jalan and tengok belon pas balik kije. View at night la konon. X kesah jer g tengok sorang tapi macam best pulak bile ade yg sudi teman (walopon terpaksa-rela) Hee~ Bile sampai kat situ kan, haih..belon dah masok sarang sebab hari nak ujan. Buat kesekian kali nya sy kecewa. Tapi x pe, sy percaya sy akan dapat tengok esok dengan my fwens. No worries..kan dah plan ages ago..and semua orang pon excited nak g tengok hot air balloon. Hmm..kesian Sang Peneman..Thanx ya sebab teman, I really appreciate it =)

Later that night, received an SMS from Merl. Plan CANCEL sebab masing-masing ade attachment lain. Huuu~ tapi x pe..Ina said she's coming tonite and bulih jer kan g tengok ngan Ina. Hee~

SABTU

Woke up around 9am, and made plan wif Ina. Nak pergi mana dulu? Karoke? Lunch? Tgk belon? Squash?

Kami lunch dulu then karoke then pas karoke baru shoot to Putrajaya. X padan dengan sengkek sebenarnya kitorang neh, ade hati juge nak karoke. Hehehe.. Sampai at the Putrajaya area dah around 3.30pm macam tu (dah taw kat mana tempat nya sebab dah riki dulu dengan Sang Peneman) and ronda punye ronda..bayang belon pon x nampak. Adoi..agak frust la jugak sy kan sebab dah 2 hari x berapa berturut datang tempat neh tapi x dapat jugak tengok belon. Kebetulan ade pegawai RELA kat situ yang nampak kitorang yang lost ne so dia pon dengan baik hati inform kitorang that acara start at 4.30pm. 4.30pm maa..rentung lah kan nak tunggu sampai 4.30pm. Huuu~ Siap tanya sy dan Ina "cik ne dari singapore ker?". Dengan muke tahan ketawa, sy sengih jer lah..hee~ Ade ke Singapore..Malaysia tulen okai. Duhhh~ Sudah nye, sy bawak Ina jalan-jalan and in the end kitorang malas dah nak g tengok belon and pergi squash court jer terus..Merajuk ar konon. Hehehe~

Ini adalah tempat lain..bukan tempat Hot air Balloon =P

AHAD

Pukul 830am sy dah terjaga. Sy tengok Ina ngah syok lagi tidow..Hmm..korang ingat, sy akan give up camtu jer x dapat tengok belon semalam? No way. Sy goyang-goyang badan Ina. Bila dia bukak mata..sepatah jer sy cakap kat dia (sambil buat muke abez cute) "Na..belon..." pastu senyum-senyum. Hehe.. Ina cakap "Jum lah..x abis-abis ngan belon..". Hee..ape lagi terus lah bangun and mandi and siap. Breakfast x sempat..takot belon turun. Obses betol dengan belon..hahaha..cam tah pape jer. Alah..ade sy kesah? Janji sy happy. Bile orang cakap, usaha tangga kejayaan..Believe in it! Why? Because..Ta-daaaa..tengok lah pic kat bawah ne. Finally!! Hehehe..

Sy ade dah gambar neh. Hehehe..Korang ade ke? =P

Unfortunately, Darth Vader x de. Dia pegi lawan dengan Master Jedi or something. Huhu.. tapi x pe..belon len ade banyak. Hee~ Owh..un-intentionally, Ina's friend of friend found our pic in someone else's album dalam FB regarding Hot Air Balloon ne. The person tagged her and she tagged me. Eh eh..amek gambar curik eh bang? Mentang-mentang lah ade DSLR..hehe~ so here's the not-so-glamorous candid photo of us (haha..) courtesy of Mr.Muhd Jais Abd Razak, a freelance photographer. Thanx for the nice shoot.. =)

Lastly, sy nak say:

• Thank you Ina, for the nice week-end..nanti datang lagi ya, time gaji dah masuk. Hehe~ 
• Thank you Sang Peneman, sebab teman sy on both days yang x jumpe belon walopon terpaksa-rela. I really appreciate it and sy nak awk taw, Every moment spend with you..is a moment I treasure~ (Pinjam lirik lagu Aerosmith sat). Tibe-tibe rase malu plak jiwang secara open. Hehe.. *blushing*
• Thank you, Mr. Muhd Jais for the nice pic

and

• most of all, Thank You Allah SWT for giving me another day to breath to see Your wonderful creation..and with the company of special people. Alhamdulillah.

(^^)Y

A letter for Awak

Dearest my dear Awak,

Today : 31st January 2010

Do you still remember? Today, on this very date last month you told me the news.

I dunno why you did what you did..and how you could do all dat you do to me..

I dunno how can a person i love so much can be so heart-less and cruel.

Today, it's already been A MONTH since you left me with the cold and selfish reality you forced upon me.

You are getting engaged, you said.

This month would have been 9 month we're together

But unfortunately, you choose to end all this with the most cruel way one can imagine.Very convenient.

I was so heart-broken I thought I would never get back on my feet again.

I cried every night from missing you, from asking my self why all this happened to me..why you, of all people did this to me.

But I thanked Allah SWT, for He gave me lots of supportive and concern friends who love me and was there to guide me out from my sadness. 

I refused to believe you are as heart-less as you seem to be potrayed by your act

I refused to believe that you never ever LOVE me 

You came back to me twice, and for what reason..only you and God knows it

But though no matter how hard I rejected, the reality always hit me back on my face..YOU ARE, in fact are CRUEL and a LIAR. I was blinded by my un-conditional love to you. I was..I admit, STUPID. But you, when you lied to me, you also lied to yourself.

Thank you Awak, for doing all this to me. I will try to make it without you somehow.

I will..no matter how hard it is, even if it kills me. I will smile and laugh like before, even if it fake and even if it kills me. I will be more glorified than before..and no, i wont make myself fair-skinned because an outdoor person like me, are really proud with my sun-kissed tanned skin.

I am all out of faith, and all out of hope, my sayang. 

I pray that Allah SWT forgive everything you did to me, because I still, for once in our relationship, couldn't find it in my heart to forgive you.

You hurt me beyond repair and it will take such a miracle to make me bounced like before.WTH. It hurt like hell Awak..

You already walked out from that door sayang, please don't turn back, no matter how much you missed me.

I'm doin' fine without you and if you are not doing fine without me, it is your problem and not mine.

It's been a month now, and I wanna bade you Good-bye. Have a nice life (if you can..).In case you are wondering..No, I dunt miss you ( I won't allowed myself to miss you, even if it kills me). No, I wont ask you to stay since you're so keen to walk-away. Now turn around sayang and keep walking. You choosed that path sayang, now walk along it.Stop thinking about me like you want me to stop thinking about you.I will stop loving you..even if it kills me.No, you already did that.

Till our path cross again (and it will, its just a matter of time, Insya-Allah).Goodbye Awak..

P/s : Revenge is so not my style..

Love : Saya

Everyday Story

Monday

Tuesday

Wednesday

Thursday

Friday

Saturday

Sunday

.......

..EVERYDAY!!..

i missed you.

Choice of Rhythm : Try sleeping with a broken heart - Alicia Keys

This is specially dedicated to a certain someone.

To Him : I guess if you read this you know for sure it is meant for you. I just want you to know that, though it's hard, i'm gonna find a way to make it without you tonight and every night..

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well, you could try sleeping in my bed..

 

Even if you were a million miles away

I could still feel you in my bed
Near me, touch me, feel me
And even at the bottom of the sea
I could still hear inside my head 

Telling me, touch me, feel me

And all the time you were tellin' me lies

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

I'm gonna hold on to the times we had tonight
I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?

Well, you could try sleeping in my bed
Lonely own me, nobody ever shut it down like you

You are the clown
You made my body feel heaven bound
Why don't you hold me, need me

I thought you told me

You'd never leave me

Looking in the sky I could see your face

And I know right where I fit in

Take me, make me, you know that I'll always be in love with you

Right til the end..

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

I'm gonna hold on to the times we had tonight

I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Anybody could've told you right from the start

It's about to fall apart
So rather than hold on to a broken dream

I'll just hold on to love
And I could find a way to make it, Don't hold on too tight

I'll make it without you tonight

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

I'm gonna hold on to the times we had tonight

I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Choice of Rhythm : Never say never - The Fray

Never Say Never lyrics

My sacred rhythm and rhetorical rhapsody

Hari ini, while studying a contract from USA, my Facebook chat window pop-out.It was Peah..kawan sekolah SMK Taman Keramat dulu.

P : "Azx..lagu ape ko letak kat blog ko tuh..best la..aku nak boleh? Firehouse ek!"

A : "Huh..xboleh..lagu tuh special la Peah.Aku xpenah bagi kat org lain sebelum neh..kecuali yg patut menerimanya.Kalo nak,cari sendiri..lalala~ Erk..Firehouse??No way.."

P : "Ala..boleh la..plish...nanges kang"

A : "Uhuhu..sacred ne Peah..bagi aku.."

*ketawa*

A : "Yela..lagu tuh from band Lifehouse - You belong to me. OST untuk Shrek"

*senyum*

P : "Owh..thanx Azx.Nanti nak cari.."

Above is how our conversations goes (almost lebih kurang..). So ape la kan special sangat dengan lagu neh.Hmm..lagu neh saye pernah dedicate untuk sesorang yang special..tapi saye tataw la samada dia taw ke x, acknowledge ke x.Hehe..Dia punya cara yang..hmm..different..in showing appreciation..or maybe dia memang x care+appreciate lansung.Hehe..Entah la.Dia je yang taw..saye layan kan aje =)

"Sowie Peah..bukan x nak share lagu tuh ngan ko, its too special for me..x pernah bagi if org mintak before neh.."

But then in the end, saye bagi jugak kat Peah..sebab x baik kedekot pon. Nanti Jason Wade marah saye x promote lagu dia. Haha.. X lah, sebab Peah pon share ngan saye satu lagu yang special untuk diri dia. Thanx beb..aku appreciate it very much your willingness to swap 'sacred song' ngan aku. Hope when ko dengar lagu tuh, ko ingat aku =). Saye x pernah letak lagu neh, dalam entry Choice of Rhythm saye walaupon lagu ne rank #1 dalam playlist saye. Saye x ready nak share dengan orang lain. Only the highest rarity standard untuk orang yang special, and this song is rarely played on the radio but god-damn best! Plus, saye suke Jason Wade main gitar for this song. I vow to buy a guitar and learn to play this song one day, Insya-Allah.. If not untuk orang tersayang, then untuk sooth my aching heart..untuk accept the fact yang dia maybe bukan lagi VIP saye (rase cam nak nanges..uhuu~ drama..).Tapi lagu ne, will always only untuk dia and only dia.. =)

Just remember when a dream appear, you belong to me - You belong to me, Jason Wade (Lifehouse)

Choice of Rhythm : Seize the day - Avenged Sevenfold

Saye sedang buat kerja..menyiapkan task yang senior kasik when suddenly this song came up in my Mp3 playlist. This is a song by rock band Avenged Sevenfold - Seize the day. Feels like sharing it with korang.First time i listened to it was from kazen Yazar's W900i Sony Ericsson phone. I was totally hooked by the 'gorengan' of the guitar, especially before the final verse.For the moment, this song fulfill my frustration.hehe..

So..happy listening okai? Cheers!

Seize the day - Avenged Sevenfold

 

Songwriters: Baker, Zachary James; Haner, Brian Elwin; Sanders, Matthew Charles; Sullivan, James Owen

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time

But I'm too young to worry

These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while

I can move on with you around

I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?

I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done

We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time

But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in

No longer needed here so where do we go?

Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?

But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time

But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here

Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?

So I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see

I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost

It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here

Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day
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i warned you..it's a bit dark and gothic.. *wink*

Their Story

This is pretty much like a couple i've known.

The guy pretends he don't love the girl.He even did and said mean things to her just so she would hate him.

He wants to deny his feeling for her.

The fact is..he can't.

He loves her.

The girl always smiles when the guy tried to push her away.

Her heart breaks..everytime he leave.

And everytime he does..she whisper to him:

My heart will always be with you

and pray that he will hear her.God will hear her.

She waited for him to come back everytime..the smile never left her lips.

Because..
She loves him.

But will he comes back?

I'll just pretend..

I'll just pretend to hug you until you get here..okai?

*smile*

Living in illusionisme

Illusion-is-me